I don't know what God might do with my life. I just try to share what I have learned with others. I realize more people reject God than accept His sovereignty. I will just try to be a light to this dark world.
Kathy, I really don't want to begin a dialog with you, but I have to satisfy my curiosity. If you replace the word "God" in your posts with, say, "Allah", does that negate the point? Do you feel that anyone who would preach to you about "Allah's plan for you lighting up the dark" would be persuasive? If not, then why? Why are your beliefs more reasonable than theirs? What makes you feel that your beliefs are right and everyone else is wrong?
I mean, seriously. Is it because that the people around you agree with you? If people around you told you the sky was chartreuse, would you eventually agree with them? If the people around you told you that you were actually a man rather than a woman, would you be persuaded? I imagine the answer to all those questions is "no". If that's the case, why would you answer no? Is it because you have evidence to the contrary? If yes, then why do you believe in something that there is no evidence for at all?
Don't get me wrong, you could still be right about everything you're saying, I accept that possibility. But isn't it just as important to be right using the right methodology? I could pick stocks by throwing darts at a list and make money; wouldn't I be better served though to do market research and pick that way? It seems to me that you are on a hike, so to speak, and you are staring at your feet the entire way. You may end up at your intended destination, but how would you know it's the best path there?
I don't really expect an answer to any of my questions or any serious introspection on your part, which is fine too. I don't seek to convert anyone to a particular point of view, as it doesn't really serve me. I am more concerned with the callousness you've shown in vomiting your views all over anyone within reaching distance. If you can though, I would appreciate some answers if you can offer them without preaching or quoting scriptures. Just your own words if you feel you're up to it. If not, I understand, really.