Speak for yourself deaman. It is only non believers who have no understanding and little knowledge of Spiritual matters who have reason to be embarrassed.
Janadele my dear -
I am the only one, in the conversation we are having, who is "
speaking for himself". I am not the one constantly turning to some archaic, made up book, to explain myself.
People have asked you to answer
for yourself, but you won't, for some reason. All the answers you have, come pre-packaged for you. Can you answer for yourself, at all?
Look, I am trying to have a serious, respectful, conversation with you, about some points in your beliefs, which I find incredulous. Maybe you could ask your god
about my past, to find out about my spirituality, hmm?
How dare you disrespect someone who believes different then you. You have a right to believe any way you want to thanks to the country I live in. In fact, while I may not agree, I will stand up for you to believe it.
However, you came here for a reason, right?
I do not understand your last response. Are you indicating that I am less than you, in spiritual matters, because you believe you have some kind of connection with god. You have still not answered any of my direct questions.
I totally believe I hit the nail on the head. It is your own conscience you would go up against in the matters of murder and racism. In your church's jargon it would be like
going against the Holy Spirit, the unforgivable sin. I will not go against my own conscience for anybody, or any god, of which I believe exactly none, exist. Can you understand my point of view, as a human being because,
that is WHAT I AM. I am the one speaking truth.
I don't go to a church and call myself a saint, because that would be telling a dishonest lie. I am not a saint, have never been one, and do not look to be one.
I AM WHAT I AM. A human being with all the strengths and weaknesses, passions and foibles that come with reality.
I can answer honestly, in a given situation, I would kill, to protect my family or country. And my consciense is clean.
I have some racism in me because of how, and where I was raised. It is a fact. My conscience is clear.
I speak honestly what I think and feel, no need to lie. My conscience is clear.
I will not give my conscince away to some book, or some other people. I answer for myself, to all, always.
If there were a god, he would be looking for people like me.
But, there isn't one Janadele. It is just you, and me.