abaddon
Penultimate Amazing
I consider myself a deist who believes God started the universe as a perfect plan to allow intelligent life to evolve and develop by free will over many incarnations.
The universe would not be here without a very great many happy accidents, and intelligent life on a planet such as ours needs many more details to work in our favour.
You also believe that childhood cancer is a karmicly deserved consequence of previous lives. That we should not intervene in such cases so as not to obstruct the cleansing of karmic debt of the child sufferer.