No worries, moodstream, I have always enjoyed your posts. I am not going over to the dark side so let not your heart be troubled on my account. The pricking of Meredith's hand is something that Raffaele just made up is one example. The reasons I think he did so have been discussed endlessly. One of Amanda's is the forgotten phone call to Mom. In this one I think she was tired and didn't want to answer so she just said she had forgotten about it and then became stuck with defending that story. One which came back and bit her based on what I have seen and read on this. A lot of what are claimed as lies that I have seen posted at PMF and TJMK may just be mistakes or getting the times or sequences of things wrong. Some may be lies, who knows for certain? I am quite certain that they are both innocent of murder and don't deserve to be in jail for telling a few fibs.
Thank you for your extraordinarily kind words. As you probably already know, you are considered one of the towers of knowledge and ability. It would be a real shame to lose you to the other side.
However, I believe strongly in the truth. Whatever road that takes you down, that’s the right one to follow.
The account of Raffaele’s pricking Amanda must I suppose be untrue. Could it be true, if by home he means anywhere but prison, including Amanda’s place, and, if by knife he means any knife, including butter and steak knives? In just a few days of knowing each other, it still seems unlikely.
As I read the diary, I have a sense that Raffaele believes the main focus of the investigation is towards Amanda. He knows he is innocent. He knows the shoeprints are not his. He believes he is trying to help the police solve the crime, even though they have temporarily mistakenly mixed him up in it all. He is willing, particularly at the start, to blame Amanda. He wonders if it could be her. In the days that follow he seems to resolve that for himself.
I am convinced that she could not have killed Meredith and then come back home. The fact that there is Meredithʹs DNA on the kitchen knife is because on one occasion, while we were cooking together, I, while moving around at home [and] handling the knife, pricked her hand, and I apologized at once but she was not hurt [lei non si era fatta niente]. So the only real explanation for that kitchen knife is this one.
The first sentence expresses the resolution of his doubts about Amanda. What follows after that I read as sort of an apology for those doubts and a cover for Amanda – ‘oh, no it can’t be Amanda’s fault. Stop blaming her. I am the one to blame. I pricked Meredith when we were cooking.’ It's like he believes he can vouch for her. Even now he does not understand completely how much trouble he is in.
I am presuming he thinks he is telling the truth. If he is misremembering, that seems likely. Perhaps I just don’t want to believe he is intending to deceive, but I honestly don’t think he is.
The strongest impression I have from reading this though is that Raffaele has no specific accurate understanding of what knife the police are referring to. His imagery describes a much shorter knife, the way I read it. That’s one reason I wonder if the event could be true, but with a different knife. Perhaps some minor forgettable incident at Amanda’s?