Or the fact that when I used to smoke it, i'd often get panicky in social situations ranging from walking round town to being in the pub with friends, in which i'd otherwise not have any issue. The onset of these symptoms corresponded exactly to the periods when I used weed.
These increased in frequency as my usage of weed became heavier, until it got to the point where it didn't matter whether or not I smoked it, i'd be panicky practically all the time in such situations.
Since quitting, this panicky feeling has subsided greatly to the point where it's not a problem or even noticable.
But I guess my lack of anything other than anecdotal evidence means that some of you know my body and mind better than me, right?
What I meant when I said:
"This is one of the few subjects that I don't care what evidence exists."
is that whatever evidence does exist, from either camp, seems to be laden with confirmation bias to the point where it is preferable for me to trust my own experience with the drug.
I don't doubt that what Aepervius said about my having an underlying psychological condition could be true, though if it is then it is either now in a state of almost complete remission or i've been cured without counselling, drugs or a single visit to a GP.
I'm not saying "PUT DOWN YOUR BONGS PEOPLE, YOU'RE ALL GOING TO GO CRAZY!", I am quite aware that my physiome will have as much to do with how the drug interacts with my mind as the drug itself. But i'm also aware that regardless of how much of an individual i'd like to consider myself, i'm just not that special, and other people are likely to experience the same or similar effects to me.