I think that should be clear.
You do have a habit of reading things, then interpreting them wrong and writing your incorrect interpretation in a post here.
Then upon rereading that post (by yourself, or via a quote form another member), you incorrectly assume that what is written there were the exact words in the original, instead of being your interpretation of it.
That is the hallucination.
That in combination with a strange reluctance of ever showing your sources.
Well, not so strange, because whenever you do show one of your source, it invariably does not say, whatever it is, that you took from it.