I thought I pretty much explained things...
Did you vote for a republican congress critter (the ones who are falling lock-step to support Trump, even if they are vocal about the child separation policy)? Did you vote republican in the past, when the party was running around gerrymandering and engaging in voter suppression?
Ok, you didn't like Clinton... so you looked at the 2 options, and decided that it would be better for a racist Orangutan to be in power over a person who is, for the most part, relatively moderate and, well, not a racist orangutan.
And even if your vote didn't factor in to the final election result, you should have voted for her for no other reason than the symbolic "Not everyone in the U.S. wants a racist nut-bag in power and will do whatever we can to stop him".
I'm not American; I'm actually Canadian. However, I tend to vote conservative in our own federal elections. If I were in the states, at one point I might have favored the republican party. (Heck, I even defended George W. Bush at times). But those days are long gone, eliminated by the constant hypocracy, underhanded tactics, integration with the evangelical movement and the NRA, and underlying racism that seems to be endemic with the Republican party of today. I hope they get wiped out in the next few elections and spend a generation in the political wilderness so that they can learn that power for power's sake is not a virtue.