Given these two pieces of knowledge that no one can ever take away from me and that nobody will ever change, how in your thought process does that bring shame upon me?
You misunderstand me. You have every right to explore whatever alternate explanation of the events that you wish. Like most people who have been posting on JREF about your theory, I find it, to put it mildly, unconvincing, and based on some pretty big misunderstandings about physics and metallurgy. But I'm a non-traditional pre-med student, so my bona fides on that matter aren't exactly beyond reproach either, and so I try to take the opinions of experts, look at it through my own limited knowledge, and make my decisions. You're doing the same thing, and even though I think your conclusions are way, way off the mark, that doesn't mean I think it's shameful.
What I do find shameful is a few comments that have cropped up in this thread, such as (your words) "It's time to be goofy about 9/11," (this may be a paraphrase) "9/11 needs a clown," and the photo you posted from an event only a few days after 9/11 of a sign that you had made that said something to the effect of "I Love NY, I Love Firefighters, I Love Pot." It's been almost ten years, and there are people for whom the wounds of that day have never fully closed. Just from within my own lifetime, I can think of tragedies and disasters from Jonestown to Mount St. Helens, The Challenger and Columbia tragedies, the Columbine shootings, the 1995 sarin gas attack on the Tokyo Subway, the 7/7 London bombing, the Indian Ocean Tsunami, major earthquakes in Haiti, China, Kobe Japan, the 1994 Northridge quake, the 1989 San Francisco quake, Darfur, the Oklahoma City Bombing, the USS Cole attack, the embassy bombings in Dar es Salaam and Nairobi, Hurricane Katrina and Chernobyl, and that's just off the top of my head. I don't think attempting to make light of any of them is appropriate.
Dr. Blevins, this is, I believe, to be a forum for free and open exchange of information, and even though I'm fairly green around here, if you have legitimate evidence in support of your theory, I think you have every right to post it, and the rest of us have every right to dissect it. But your comments about "lightening up" about one of the biggest scars on the American psyche in living memory is one I found extreme, extremely distasteful, and I felt compelled to say something.