VisionFromFeeling
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Nopes. Immediately after trial 1 I told everyone at the IIG test that I knew my answer in trial 1 would be incorrect. Immediately after trial 2 I could not stop enthusing about how confident I was in my answer from trial 2 and that were I to be incorrect in trial 2 I would be fully convinced that I could not do this. And after trial 3 I was telling everyone that I was wrong again. These accounts are recorded on the UStream video and in IIG member Steve's film and on my draft papers that are with the IIG still and the IIG members know what I told them. Sorry it is not post-rationalisation. It was done well in advance of any results.But the first para I've quoted screams of post-rationalisation
Nope. I clearly stated and it is on the UStream video that would I be incorrect in trial 2 the claim would be fully falsified.and the second indicates that whatever the result you'll simply come up with another reason as to why you failed because (as you've stated before) you know you detected the Doctor's missing kidney and nothing will change your view on that.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjOVRZTV_PI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZBtPUzaWKHY
Once I make a perception that is fully convincing and compelling and it turns out to be incorrect the claim will then be over, but that has yet to happen. Meanwhile I do not hold detecting Dr. Carlson's kidney being missing as evidence to prove an extrasensory perception. To establish such an ability would require repeated successful trials and in a test environment.
Because I detected Dr. Carlson's kidney being missing and because I knew trial 2 was correct and that trials 1 and 3 were incorrect, and because once a Skeptic lied to me and said that he is missing a kidney and asked me to tell him which one it was, and I was clearly seeing both of them and I told him that my claim is over because I was clearly seeing both of them but then he told me that he was only joking.Why are you so obsessed with this to the point of denial of the facts / most likely explanations?
Intelligent yes but young and physically attractive are totally irrelevant as to my paranormal claim or conclusions.You appear to be fairly intelligent, young, physically attractive...
I am very sad to say that my claim is genuine and I do not seem to be deluded or a liar and I am definitely not doing this for attention especially since the attention I receive is entirely negative and highly uncomfortable and hurtful at times, yet it does not change that I still need involvement in Skepticism in order to fully investigate my claim. My genuine experiences of accurate medical perception in cases where I shouldn't have known what I knew compel me to continue investigating it and nothing you say or do can beat me away from it. I have the experiences, you only have your prejudice and assumptions, so if our conclusions differ then that is why.You appear to have loads going for you but come across as a sad, deluded attention seeker who's seriously missing something in her life.
I do not aspire a practical purpose, I am merely investigating an interesting experience.Note, I don't say that you are that, just that that is the impression you give. Forget chasing this Chimera - maybe you do occasionally have insight but, if so, it's not reliable enough to detect in what you yourself agreed was a fair trial so it's of no practical purpose.
My paranormal investigation is part of my life, and once I've concluded on my claim I will focus my attention to paranormal claims made by others and investigate those as exhaustively and unto completion to which no Skeptic nor woo could object to the conclusions acchieved. Plenty of people engage in professional life and social life but with a healthy interesting engagement in Skepticism.Split your time between your studies (which should yield more than enough intellectual stimulus) and a healthy social life, chalk the 'missing kidney insight' up as one of those bizarre things that we all experience something like now and again* and get on with your life.
Thank you for well-meaning advice, and I really do listen, just that I am so stubborn since I know what I've experienced and it can not be attributed to delusion, lies, or false memory, and now some of it is on tape.Just my fatherly advice (I have 3 daughters) - feel free to ignore (they usually do ;o).
Truly. Recently in a conversation with a Skeptic I acknowledged to him that of course this could be the case and I have to admit to the possibility, but that could be true for anything we think we know or experience. But Dr. Carlson said that he hadn't mentioned it before me and said that the only way I would have known is if I would have read it somewhere, and I hadn't read it anywhere.*As an example, whilst I know some people have suggested false memory for your 'missing kidney insight' I believe there's an even more likely explanation - you'd heard about his missing kidney before but didn't consciously remember it...but the thought was there in your mind.
Thanks for your concerns, meanwhile there still is a claim and an investigation. If it irritates you then please just step back and do not participate, you can not discourage me from it. I will have a perception that is compelling to the point where I can say that if it is incorrect I am convinced that my claim is over, and if and when such a perception then is incorrect I will be happy to end this claim and continue with investigating the other woos.
*off-topic*