I did detect the missing left kidney during the reading and it was not a false memory constructed afterwards. Also, one might argue whether it was one of many vague perceptions that I've latched onto, since it happened to be confirmed afterwards, but that is also not the case. Here it is again:
I was doing a reading with Dr. Carlson as the volunteer. It was part of the study of my claim in which I was trying out new conditions to find out what test conditions my claim could agree to, and also to gain more experience with doing readings and with checking for their accuracy. I was using a questionnaire that listed almost 100 different types of health information. Missing kidney was not listed among those.
I begun with the first ailment that was listed. And what I do, is, I construct in my mind how I know from past experience that that ailment feels like when I feel it in a body. I then look at the person and feel the vibrational landscape that I feel across the body. I need to look at the person with my eyes in order to locate or access the vibrational information, or perhaps that is how I pick up external symptoms who knows. It only takes two seconds for me to feel the vibrational information. I then superimpose the vibrational information of the ailment that I have constructed in my mind, with the vibrational information that I am feeling of the person, and both see and feel how those vibrations interact with each other. If there is no match, the vibration of the ailment is repelled and turned away from the vibration of the person. If there is a match, they blend together.
I feel the vibrational information in my mind as a shape or a landscape, but I also see it. It is visual, but it is also a feeling at the same time. If there is a match, or "resonance", I can then see and feel where on the body that ailment is. I was doing this with one ailment at a time, and it was becoming very tedious and boring. So I chose to do a head-to-toe reading instead and put the questionnaire aside.
In a head-to-toe reading, I am not looking for anything in particular and am not working to match the vibrational aspect of an ailment with the person. Instead I simply feel the vibration of the entire person, starting from the head and working my way down to the feet, which is why I call it a head-to-toe reading. I can construct a perception of the entire body all at once, but it is better to go through one part of the body at a time so that I can focus on an area at a time.
So, I was looking through Dr. Carlson. And the first thing I notice, and I don't think he would mind me sharing that, is that the frontal lobe of his brain in the forehead is very active. But after all, the man is a Quantum Physicist. I actually wrote that down and told him after the reading.
Once I reached his back, I stopped there. It was like looking at a balance scale where one end is heavily tipped to the table and the other is empty, and at the same time like feeling the balance scale and how one side is very heavy and the other is light and empty. Imagine feeling a two-pound weight on one side and nothing on the other. It also forms a vibrational perception. There was a very distinct emptiness on the left side. I had never perceived such a thing in a person before.
On the right side, was this feeling of heavy, dense, and dark, and on the left side this was not there. I made my mind blank and started again to see if I would perceive it again. I did this many times, and every time I did this, it was there again.
It was not some vague or subtle perception. It was very strong and compelling.
I then looked at Dr. Carlson with plain eyesight and applied my logic. I did not have a lot of knowledge about kidney removal. So I looked at him and thought that he looked far too healthy to have a kidney disease. People on television who have kidney problems often don't look healthy, but Dr. Carlson looks very healthy - I don't think he minds if I say that. My logic was telling me that it can't be true, he does not have a kidney disease. I then perceived into the one kidney that I did detect, and confirmed that way that that kidney did not have a disease in it and so the left kidney would have been just as healthy and not have had to been removed.
Kidney donors did not cross my mind. I also did not know that some people are born without a kidney. Logic was telling me it has to be wrong. I thought about all the correct perceptions I had had in the past, and how those were entitled to a test. And if I wrote down that he is missing a left kidney, it would be incorrect, and I would never hear the end of it, and I would not get to have a paranormal test, and my past accurate and unexplainable perceptions would never get the test they are entitled to, and I would have to be left wondering about them for the rest of my life.
But the perception that the left kidney was missing was absolutely compelling. It is just like if you were to hold a two-pound weight in your right hand and not in your left. There was also the dark color of the kidney on the right side, and no such color on the left side. There was also the dense tissue on the right side, and no such dense tissue on the left side. It was the strongest, clearest, most compelling perception of something on the inside of a body I have ever had, because a missing kidney is just that obvious. But my logic was telling me it must be wrong.
My logic and the perceptions are not the same thing. The perceptions often defy logic, but then again they turn out to be accurate in such cases where logic could never let you deduce that information.
I was done with my reading, but I sat there for several more minutes, just looking at him and having the clearest perception that the left kidney is not there. I held the pen against the paper, ready to write in "missing left kidney" on the questionnaire. My logic and my perception were fighting with each other and I was debating for a long time. But logic said that it has to be wrong, because he does not have a kidney disease and he is far too young to have had a kidney removed, and my past accurate perceptions were entitled to a test. I would not write it down, and I would find out that this perception was inaccurate.
So I did not write it down and handed in the paper and Dr. Carlson tells us that he has donated his left kidney. I wanted to kick myself, but I said nothing. No one was going to believe me anyway. But it convinced me then, more than anything, that there is something to the perceptions and that I need to have a paranormal test.
This is not a false memory. And I am sorry that this happened.