We agree you aren't living proof of resurrection to me, but only to yourself. And honestly? That's fine. You are free to live your life as foolishly or as wisely as you wish.
That said, here is a question I want to ask, and a point I want to make:
We didn't come to you.
You came to us, to tell your stories, and to press home to us some sort of point about your belief in some version of god.
Why? I mean, I can't speak for others here, but I know I certainly don't care what you believe in. I don't want to take it away from you, either. I only want you to keep it away from me, to go live your life believing whatever foolishness warms the cockles of your heart, but to leave me out of it. Yet you insist on dragging it in here, time after time.
Now, you want to back up your mundane story, fully explicable in medical terms, with emotional appeals of how it was actually god who spared you. Because out of all the people who actually did die and stayed dead on that day, you were somehow special enough to rescue. And you keep pushing it on us, on we who will not believe you on your word alone, with more and more details about it as if that will encourage us to believe what's still only your word alone.
Why? You know we don't believe you. You know we won't believe you. So why?
Next: The reason you were "resurrected."
Amazingly enough, plenty of Atheists who believe in no god or gods at all do the same thing all the time. We don't need a god to know we should help those in need. I've had more tangible help from this forum and its members in the last two years than I ever got in 30 years as a christian from any church.
As an abused wife, I took my problems to my church fellows all the time. "My husband is beating me, he's cheating on me, he's drinking and using drugs, in god's name help us!" But they only told me that I obviously wasn't being a good wife, and that I should pray more; that it was my fault he was doing these things to our family and to me, and that I was apparently asking for it, That was the sum total of the "help" I got from decent Christian people, from several churches. Not just one building full of closed-minded bigots, but many of them.
You aren't special enough for a god to spare your life. None of us is, because if any of us were, and if there was a god, the good, decent, caring people who died needlessly today before what they could do was finished would still be alive!
So. Why do you keep pushing your belief on us? To what purpose?