I didn't come here for a social experience, or to make friends, or to be scorned, or to hang out somewhere that I show off how smart I am by insult, I came to a place where I thought I could get answers to about something I can't explain. So far I am very disappointed. And I've thought about where else I can go. I don’t want to go to "the world's biggest conspiracy" website; I wanted to go somewhere I could get some answers. I came here.
I’m beginning to see maybe I should be somewhere else, too, I think a lot of you would agree for different reasons and with different destinations. You all are debunkers. I think I need actual scientists that can do things with computers, you know like those guys that are determining peoples emotions using facial scans. Find the guys that are doing the theoretical work two or three steps up from facial recognize thing. This is gonna be difficult.
Wikipedia says the notepad Unicode detection bug was first reported on May 18th. I just spent some time looking at websites about the Unicode bug, I couldn't find any web site that was dated before June 14th. I received the email on June 14th, two weeks ago. I found out that the symbols resulting from the notepad bug were Chinese symbols on the 15th. On the 16th I started translating stuff and writing it down, on the morning of the 18th the event happened (I could be a day off either way). The rest of the 18th and 19th I formed it as a story, the one at
http://www.dreamslaughter.com/parasentient/paradoc.htm. On the 20th and for a few days, I emailing some and posting on some forums. Then it changed and I landed here.
After the event happened, first I was drained and slept. When I woke up I was borderline ecstatic. I was ready to conquer the world, change the way humanity looked at itself, and make the world a better place. I was the focal point for one of the most important events in human history. I was gonna be rich and famous, wouldn't have to work the hard jobs. All I had to do was let everyone know. For a few days, I posted on random forums, emailed websites, thought about how to make this happen. Then it started to change. It was like a sine wave, starting at the top with the event and me being manic, then over the next several days moving to depressed. I’m now moving back to the base line without going manic again, so I’m not worried about my emotional well being. I am still worrried about my intellectual well being.
You ever look back at something you have written and regret what you wrote, you made a silly typo, like the guy on vacation that telegraphed his wife “Hi darling, wish you were her.”
When I look back at what I’ve written, I am uncomfortable with it. But those pesky little answers are still there, staring at me.
Worse, what I'm saying is about stuff that is so ingrained in everyone's life. It's all just fun and games when you're surfing the web looking at conspiracy sites. Great fun. It's like making jokes about your neighbor being a serial killer, then you think you see him carrying a body into his house. Everything changes. You can't prove it, but your mind is changed.
There is a part of me that want's to apologise to the people involved, the families of the victims, the military, the government. It's has become too serious. To real, too uncomfortable. If this is coincedence, this is so unfair to the people involved, and I want to know the answer.
That's why I'm here. There are ways to tell if this is just random. Out of three hundred and ninty posts. only one, roger, had addressed the issue I brought here. He showed how to do it. Make models of three of four events. Have disinterested people, who know about the subject, make a list of the salient aspects of the events. Using the answers I got, have disinterested people see what the match ups are. If the average is that you have a twenty or thiry percent correlation and the 911 thing has a eight or ninty percent correlation, somethings going on. That's my position, the collelation is extream in this case. And I'm gonna work to get this done. So far, no one here has showed that to me and I I do it myself I will believe it. I don't know If I should be the one to create this list of events. I can see typical events and I'm gonna make a list and do this myself.
My first event is the Titanic, I'm gonna go to a few websites and make a list of aspects of the event. and compare them to answers I got. I don't know how to keep my bias out of it, but I really want the facts, and as I do this, please be a check on me. Somehow I have to get a list of the salient points of 911. Then other events; the discovery of the wheel, or the murder of Jesus, or Galileo’s trial, Columbus' voyage, the birth of Bill Hicks.
There are two versions of answers as well. The first is the alphabet. Half the translations were just the letters of the alphabet and I looked at the answers; an amazing similarity to 911 stuff. This is what the above testing method will deal with.
Then there were a series of questions asked directly, I need help here. How would you set something up to analyze how answers to direct questions of one event, correspond to answers to a direct question of another event? Do I make a list of possible answers and if the answer falls into that it’s a hit?
But first, I'd like to short circuit it for a moment.
If it is coincidence, I will go away relieved, with incredible gratitude to a website and the people here. and put a disclaimer on that webpage saying the story is fiction and let it all go. I may do that anyway.
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But what if the relation is completely whacked? What if there is something there. What then? I'd like to see where you all would go with this for a moment? What if all the programming was done before 911 and the answers are ninety percent?
What then?
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