This exactly! I personally believed that MJ was very odd with serious emotional issues. When I heard of the accusations I thought, "Sure, that doesn't surprise me." But when I learned of the actual facts in the case it became clear to me that the case was based on a house of cards fueled by the tabloid press and by the usual desire of society to believe the worse of people who are strange compared to the norm.
I don't know what MJ's thoughts were, anymore than anyone else's, but I don't see any evidence that he did anything criminally wrong.