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[Scorpion]

There were many other things that happened which make it certain to me that I was being psychologically manipulated. Early in my employment, before nervous strain set in I was working on a nail gun and two men from another office came up behind me and one said "what's he got, its only a nail gun" they then went to the managers office. When they cam out the manager walked into the general office and I heard her say. "They didn't do it very well, they were not even wearing jackets" I believe they were pretending to be armed police in order to contain my behaviour while handling a dangerous item.

That just another example of what I experienced over 18 months. Over all there were many such incidents that convince me they were messing with my head.

 

[Scorpion]

Here is another incident, I looked out of my window which looked over a park and there was a woman sitting on a bench and two girls sitting on the next one. The woman saw me and said something I don't remember that seemed to be about me, so I shouted something I don't remember which was probably "shut the hell up". The woman turned to the girls and said. "Oh doesn't he realize we are all trying to help him" a girl said "no I think he is right, or why did the police tell everyone not to tell him anything" The woman said " Oh no"


There were many such incidents over the years and one of the earliest was the policed parked a car under my window. I heard one say" I think this man will hurt himself if he doesn't get some help tonight"

As far as I am concerned the police labeled me a psychopath in 1988 and tried to drive me to a breakdown by dirty tricks, that was six months before I got the last job.

Now that I think about it I remember my landlady saying she saw a job in the papers and that was during one month of unemployment since the last job I was made redundant from. So I think my landlady was told to mention the job to me, and I was set up to be controlled and contained by my last employer.

After I left the job I think I heard someone say, "everyone wants to know how a protected workshop could turn into a torture chamber " I think I also heard someone say " Everyone is saying, what a thing to do to a schizophrenic" But those are the kinds of things I cannot be sure about as they did not tell me logical facts. Most of it could have been paranoid hallucinations, but I don't really think so.

 

[Scorpion]

I am thinking of sending a link to this thread to my ex employers, not that I think they will ever tell me anything.

 

[Thermal]

I am thinking of sending a link to this thread to my ex employers, not that I think they will ever tell me anything.

What would you hope to accomplish by that? These employers were from, what, a generation ago? Not trying to be your therapist, but let it go, man. The best revenge is living well, right? Move on from those rough times, better yourself and enjoy your time above ground. Haunt them later.

 

[Bladesman87]

No. I said that 96% of the voices I heard told me no facts therefore I had to discount them as possible hallucinations. I also said 2% of my experiences told me I do hallucinate and that is why its so confusing. An example of a hallucination was I was concentrating on my work and did not notice it was lunch time. I looked up and everyone had gone to lunch but I could still hear the girls in the office talking. I walked to the office door and looked inside and the office was empty, and the voices stopped. So I know I can hallucinate.

But the remaining 2% of what I experienced contained facts I did not know, and that is evidence to me that not only was I paranoid but I was also being persecuted.

The same still applies that it's unsurprising that some small number of these occurrences turned out to hold some real world relevance. You had hallucinations, auditory, visual, or whatever, and in rare times they turned out to be sort of correct.

It's also very likely that you only remember the ones that were so seemingly poignant.

 

[Bladesman87]

I maintain I could not have known the facts I was told about the equipment.
They were facts of a kind I could not have speculated on, and I was told one item was out of stock when I did not know this.

Why couldn't you speculate about which part was broken? Why would it be unsurprising for some part to be out of stock?

 

[Scorpion]

Why couldn't you speculate about which part was broken? Why would it be unsurprising for some part to be out of stock?

Oh ! come on. I had never encountered that part being broken before, and I certainly had no reason to think it was out of stock.

I still maintain that the girl told me two facts I did not know on that occasion, and two facts about a circuit board on another occasion. Then there is the time she told me what I though was a pressure switch was a vacuum switch. I had never encountered a vacuum switch and did not know they existed until her voice wafting through the open office door informed me of the fact.

That is five absolute facts I was told. That is how I know I was not just going mad.

 

[Scorpion]

What would you hope to accomplish by that? These employers were from, what, a generation ago? Not trying to be your therapist, but let it go, man. The best revenge is living well, right? Move on from those rough times, better yourself and enjoy your time above ground. Haunt them later.

For one thing, by not proving my case I am leaving the police to break down any number of other schizophrenics they come across. If I could prove my case they would be liable and owe me damages.

Besides if I am right they have my case documented and it is evidence of the existence of telepathy, and they are keeping it to themselves for their own ends.

 

[MikeG]

I am thinking of sending a link to this thread to my ex employers, not that I think they will ever tell me anything.

How do you think your ex employers will feel about their decision to no longer employ you after reading this?

 

[Pixel42]

Besides if I am right they have my case documented and it is evidence of the existence of telepathy, and they are keeping it to themselves for their own ends.

That's a convincing argument that you are wrong. Even if telepathy existed (which it does not) the police would have no good reason to keep it to themselves, and would be incapable of doing so because the evidence would be there for all to see.

 

[Porpoise of Life]

So you know you're paranoid, but there's still a massive conspiracy spanning years, and involving everybody who knows you or lives near you, trying to torture you, among other things with supernatural powers?
I know you won't believe me, but you're just paranoid, man.

 

[Pixel42]

So you know you're paranoid, but there's still a massive conspiracy spanning years, and involving everybody who knows you or lives near you, trying to torture you, among other things with supernatural powers?
I know you won't believe me, but you're just paranoid, man.

FWIW I'm quite prepared to believe that Scorpion's neighbours, employer and colleagues discussed amongst themselves, and in consultation with the police and social workers, how best to deal with this mentally unstable individual whose behaviour was causing concern. They might well have decided that a spell in an institution would be good for him, and discussed the best way to get him into one in order to get him the help he needed. But they were just doing what normal people (with varying degrees of tolerance for antisocial behaviour) do in such circumstances. Which does not include asking someone with paranormal powers to torture the unfortunate individual into a breakdown. Not least because there are no people with paranormal powers.

 

[Elagabalus]

Oh ! come on. I had never encountered that part being broken before, and I certainly had no reason to think it was out of stock. I still maintain that the girl told me two facts I did not know on that occasion, and two facts about a circuit board on another occasion. Then there is the time she told me what I though was a pressure switch was a vacuum switch. I had never encountered a vacuum switch and did not know they existed until her voice wafting through the open office door informed me of the fact.

That is five absolute facts I was told. That is how I know I was not just going mad.

Hogwash! Why did they hire you? To fix things?! You couldn't intuit that instead of a vacuum switch it was a pressure switch? It's ALL you, man!

 

[abaddon]

Oh ! come on. I had never encountered that part being broken before, and I certainly had no reason to think it was out of stock.

I still maintain that the girl told me two facts I did not know on that occasion, and two facts about a circuit board on another occasion. Then there is the time she told me what I though was a pressure switch was a vacuum switch. I had never encountered a vacuum switch and did not know they existed until her voice wafting through the open office door informed me of the fact.
That is five absolute facts I was told. That is how I know I was not just going mad.

Re: The hilighted. That is not telepathy it is an overheard conversation.

 

[Scorpion]

HA HA ! Busy busy . I could not sleep last night so I got up early and made a couple of posts and I see there are more unbelievers on my case. Your problem is you cannot believe in anything you can't kick. On that subject everything you kick only seems solid because of the nuclear forces that bind atoms. I know its painful to kick and punch walls because I have made a habit of it. But the pain is not real, its electrical signals going up your nerves which the brain interprets as pain in order to make you stop kicking things.

I long ago came to the conclusion that the illusion of reality is not the be all and end all of everything, and after two years of attending a spiritualist church I became convinced some mediums are genuine, and they get messages from the spirit world. It follows that in a universe where there are higher dimensions in which the essence of our minds can exist without a brain telepathy is a given.

 

[Scorpion]

Re: The hilighted. That is not telepathy it is an overheard conversation.

Yes! I heard what she said, but she was reading my mind.

 

[fagin]

Er um Ok.

Good luck with that.

You can believe what you like, I remain unconvinced.

 

[Scorpion]

Hogwash! Why did they hire you? To fix things?! You couldn't intuit that instead of a vacuum switch it was a pressure switch? It's ALL you, man!

How would I know a vacuum switch existed when I had never worked on anything but pressure switches?

 

[abaddon]

Yes! I heard what she said, but she was reading my mind.

Absolutely not because you had no idea at all about what she said until AFTER she said it.

 

[MikeG]

.......I long ago came to the conclusion that the illusion of reality is not the be all and end all of everything, and after two years of attending a spiritualist church I became convinced.....

If this conversation ever had any modicum of sense about it, here is where it ended. A paranoid schizophrenic taken in by a bunch of religious loons wants his woo-woo world view to be taken seriously. In the words of the Dragons.........I'm out.