The posters here are paying you a HUGE compliment by giving so much credence to your claims that they are prepared to help you find a way of demonstrating them scientifically, i.e. in a way that anyone other than your close friends and family will find convincing. We could have just dismissed your claims as pareidolia but no, we thought "there's a chance she could be right, let's help her find out for sure". We have spent hours of our own time helping you to try to find a way to do that, teasing out exactly what your claim is, coming up with protocols, adjusting those protocols to accomodate your every whim, and this is your response? To tell us that we're making you and yours feel sick, and kick us in the teeth?