When I was on the other camp I was unaware of all the information and evidence completely contradicting all the conspiracy theories.
So, now you can completely contradict ALL of them? OK. Why can't we see the photos of the plane approaching the Pentagon (afterwards photos don't count)? Why were so many put options put on United and AA stocks before 9/11? Can you explain away all 40 reasons to doubt the OCT on 911Truth.org? Can you explain away the 10 qualities of a controlled demolition on AE911Truth.org?
Sometimes I didn't want to listen to reason. Other times I didn't care.
Could this be one of those times? With all due respect, you seem to switch camps back and forth, easily swayed by whichever web site you are reading at the time.
When watching championship college debating teams, one side finished, and I thought "they definitely won." Then the other side spoke, and amazingly overturned all the arguments. A really good debate is tough to judge. Same with an exciting basketball game, when one side is way ahead, then the other side comes from behind to win.
Meditation can help you maintain broad comprehension, while you focus on one point of view, so that we are not unduly swayed one way or the other. We need to keep in mind both arguments simultaneously in order to fairly judge them. Otherwise, whichever argument we are considering now, dominates our awareness and appears to be the winner.
And for the most part I simply refuse to look at anything that may contradict my beleifs.
I assume you mean refuseD (in the past) and that you know how to spell beliefs.

No worries. If a view is true, it will withstand examining the opposing views, and even be reinforced by them. I too am grateful to JREF for that. For example, it helped me quickly determine that a plane definitely approached the Pentagon.
I never realized there so much. I knew there was but not as much as I have come across. All the reports on the WTC peer reviewed and non-peer reviewed. All the facts, evidence, sources, infromation, etc...This stuff is overwhelming.
Good news. There is even more on each side of the argument. "We ain't heard nothing yet." This is true of many debateable topics. An ideal truth seeker evaluates all sides of an argument. Knowledge is different in different states of consciousness.
I was in awe of the site 9/11 myths. I'm in awe of Mark Roberts' webiste wtc 7 lies. And the fact is, I never thought I would come across so much information that I can hardly keep up.
Meditation helps you not be overly "awed" by either Mark's site or Richard Gage's. If 9/11 was carefully designed by experienced attack scenario planners to fool over 300 million Americans, then there will be plenty of good sounding reasons to believe the OCT. One thing they didn't plan on in 2001 -- YouTube, which came out in 2005, allows anyone to analyze 9/11 audio and video second by second.
I'm still not finished with all the debunking websites and reading all the reports on the WTC. It's going to be a long time before I'm done. But no matter.
Since you are not finished, do you care to revise your initial statement about "completely contradicting
all the conspiracy theories."? By your own admission, you have not read them
all.
This thirst for 9/11 knowledge will not go away anytime soon. And so to all the debunkers I owe you guys a big THANK YOU!!! GRACIAS!!! I just wished truthers would see the light but I seriously doubt it will ever happen in this lifetime.
There is some value to the JREF forum, which is why I come here. There are some nuggets of gold in the sand. But mostly there are weak arguments and childish insults, which only reinforce my conclusion 90% that 9/11 was an inside job. But I will not be satisfied until I am 100% sure one way or the other.
The only thing I am 100% sure of, regarding 9/11, is that we need a New Investigation of the Official Conspiracy Theory (OCT). No other conspiracy theory in history has caused such a volume of blogs and web sites debating both sides. A Google of "9/11 Conspiracy" shows over 14 million links, beating out "UFO conspiracy" with 5.8 million, and "JFK Conspiracy" with 2.4 million, and "Moon landing" of only .3 million (deservedly low).
Keep up your healthy thirst for knowledge from all sides before we make final conclusions.