I'm curious why it is so hard for an intellectual person to find faith? Perhaps that's what keeps me here?
First of all, lots and lots of intellectuals have faith. I work with a group of scientists and engineers and I'd say that way more than half of them are self-professed Christians. Some are other religions. They keep their faith in one box and their knowledge in another.
Secondly, not every atheist is an intellectual. Honestly, I'd be hard pressed to tell you exactly what an "intellectual" is, but I know that it doesn't mean the same thing as "educated".
Caveats aside, it is true that the more a person learns about how the world works, the less likely they are to rely on faith for explanations. When you know what makes a rainbow, the old explanation of "it is a promise from God" doesn't have as much power to move you. Yet you can still be deeply moved by the beauty of a rainbow. (I have tons of rainbow pictures in my photo album. I love 'em.)
Huntster, a devout Catholic who posts here, has said that knowledge replaces faith. In this, I agree with him (though we don't agree on much
else. 
) For me, my conversion from Christianity to atheism involved the realization that knowledge does a much better job of revealing truth than faith. So many things that I had "faith" in turned out to be wrong or meaningless. I began to believe that evidence was a better tool for enlightenment than old books of history and myth.
I still have faith in some things. I cannot possibly ask for evidence for every single thing that I accept as true, but for the big things, the important things, I find that faith tells you nothing except what you want to hear or what others want you to believe.
And food for thought....What You Resist, Persist."
Everyone who's done any work on themselves has probably heard that term, but do you get it?
No. I have no idea what you mean. I assume you meant "persists". But I find that statement to be false. I resisted the urge to try tobacco, even though the rest of my family smokes. The urge to try it has not persisted. I can give you lots of other examples. What I find more often is that what you accept persists. Don't you?
Sometimes the very thing a person is resisting is the one thing they need to learn.
And sometimes it is not. Are you resisting atheism? Do you feel a need to learn it? No, Kathy, that statement is silly.
Besides, I
know Christianity. I already learned it. I just don't
believe it anymore.