I'm getting to that stage....
I think about my atheism less and less each day. At first I felt like I had been kicked in the groin, then it felt like I was waking up - well rested - out of a coma.
I wondered how anyone can be in that coma...... LIKE I WAS.
I don't hide my atheism anymore. It took me a long time to "come out", because I was afraid that people - my family especially - would look down on me or abandon me. Turns out, my fears were prophetic to a large degree, but now I realize that these fears were only going to be temporary and unpleasant side effects to getting on with living without faith.
People that are much smarter than I will ever be, still believe in God. There isn't really a coma from which to wake up. It's more like a pleasant daydream - one that can be entirely worth having at times. I know that when it comes right down to it, I could be wrong about the matter. If I hold anything as an article of faith, it's that if a creator-god actually exists, it won't be bothered or angry in the slightest about what I think of it.
The gods that I am personally aware of - quite suspiciously - seem too much like the people that created them. Puny and Infantile gods that pale in comparison to the alleged creation itself. The god that created black holes, white hot stars, the planets and the seas....... probably has written Earth off as a failure by now.....
.... what with religion and all.
I think about my atheism less and less each day. At first I felt like I had been kicked in the groin, then it felt like I was waking up - well rested - out of a coma.
I wondered how anyone can be in that coma...... LIKE I WAS.
I don't hide my atheism anymore. It took me a long time to "come out", because I was afraid that people - my family especially - would look down on me or abandon me. Turns out, my fears were prophetic to a large degree, but now I realize that these fears were only going to be temporary and unpleasant side effects to getting on with living without faith.
People that are much smarter than I will ever be, still believe in God. There isn't really a coma from which to wake up. It's more like a pleasant daydream - one that can be entirely worth having at times. I know that when it comes right down to it, I could be wrong about the matter. If I hold anything as an article of faith, it's that if a creator-god actually exists, it won't be bothered or angry in the slightest about what I think of it.
The gods that I am personally aware of - quite suspiciously - seem too much like the people that created them. Puny and Infantile gods that pale in comparison to the alleged creation itself. The god that created black holes, white hot stars, the planets and the seas....... probably has written Earth off as a failure by now.....
.... what with religion and all.
