The problem is that you are operating from a
false premise; that the 9/11 attacks didn't go down the way the government and media said they did. This, incidentally is a premise you claim to have arrived at (via some sort of intuition or common sense) whilst listening to the initial
radio reports on the morning of the attacks. It's not enough to say the official story is false because the collapses "didn't look right", or the debris "didn't smell right" or that some of the low quality out of focus second generation video of some of the coverage of the attacks make the airplane look like an "orb", you must also explain why the perpetraors would conceive of such a absurdly complicated Rube Gold
bergFinger-type scheme in the first place? Why didn't they decide to just "crash planes into the buildings"?
A theologian may try to grapple with what was going through God's mind when he let the 2004 tsunami happen, but said theologian must first demonstrate that God exists. Until he can do that, trying to explain the
200 thousand+ deaths as an act of God is nothing more than an interesting thought experiment. A much more useful activity would be to learn more about plate tectonics, so that increasingly better early warning systems can be developed to reduce the loss of life in future earthquakes and tsunamis. That, however requires
science, not fanciful games of "what if?" played by credulous people obliviously out of their depth regarding the subject at hand.
In the same way, you decided on the morning of 9/11 that planes did not strike the towers, which forced you (and lots of other Truthers) to cobble together 31 flavors of alternate explanations that roughly squared with the observable facts while at the same time contradicting the official story as much as possible. This perverse reverse-engineering to make the facts fit your conclusions, where you were
ideologically obliged to dismiss the official story
on principle, has lead to some of the most ridiculous "theories" ever devised by the human mind.