I want to try to forget, not to remember.
This statement doesn't obviously come from the guide of the perfect witness but from Nara Capezzali. It's the comprehensible state of mind of a woman shocked by that horrific scream, which still today brings her to tears.
She confirmed her version, she hears that scream and then someone stepping on the gravel outside the cottage and on the iron stairs beneath her window. After that she's so frightened that she can't go back to sleep. She needs to make herself a chamomile.
She's not that upset, though, next day, to make a simple call to the police when she hears that a girl was killed in the cottage. Only a photographer will suggest her to. And she will do her duty after 24 guilty days.
Useless trying to squeeze more details out of Nara, the more they insisted the more she got confused.
The lady has her age and her memory is what it is: any attempt to try figure out about next day sinks in the confusion if is true that, for instance, today she was certain to have heard about the murdered girl at 9:30 of November 2, 4 hours before Meredith was discovered.
When the police arrives she remembers to have seen Amanda and Raffaele observing the operation from the parking lot. Something that doesn't match at all the known presence of them in the garden, something that may easily be a wrong memory.
She didn't know Meredith and Amanda but she's now certain to have identified them, in the previous two months, and she could even tell that up to a certain point they were always going out together but then, lately, they would only walk separately. Another influenced memory, probably. As well as a mysterious swollen lip Meredith had, according to Nara, during her last weeks of life.
But those two details, of the scream and of the steps, look like an anchor in her memory and in this investigation.
Facts that only other details may help placing in the time since Nara is not able to, and her time can be comprised between 22:00 and 23:00.
The defenses tried in all possible ways to dismiss this witness, pointing at her confusion, measuring the water she drunk, hypothesizing that were two animals running, recalling even the labyrinths disease of which she suffers at the season change. They don't seem to understand that this witness, instead, is in favor of Amanda and Raffaele. She said two people running, she didn't see who they were. And she can be even more precise: two men running. The steps where heavy indeed, it couldn't be a girl, it couldn't be an animal, since we don't have bears here. Confused maybe, but very clear. Her testimony matches the Formica one, who saw a black man --who wasn't Rudy-- running away.