Sorry, I can't parse that; could you rephrase it more clearly?
I have an auto-immune dis-ease called Ankylosing Spondolytis.
Had it since I was 20.
I am now 42.
What I have learnt from being specifically dis-eased with an auto-immune dis-ease is that my thoughts are profoundly affected by my feeling pain in my joints.
Dis-ease is really the feeling of uniqueness. The feeling and the corresponding thought that you have is something others around you don't have. In the set of all your feelings there are percepts were and which are unique to your brain.
All doctors are doing is given you the corresponding thought to what you feel.The only "thing" is what you feel. Feeling is our direct relationship with reality. It is the only monism. All knowledge is empirical.
Kant had things back to front. The senses don't lie, the thoughts do. There is only sense phenomena and these we experience directly all the time. Thoughts are simply what we invent to differentiate these phenomena. There is no such "thing" as a "horse". There are only real sense phenomena which we experience and we invented a word "horse" to summarize these sense phenomena. Phenomena = feelings = percepts.
The scientific method is simply a way of improving our naming skills. It's not like the names we predict are what we actually find. No, all scientific knowledge is right tell its wrong. Simply because a name contains a set of percepts does not mean it contains all the percepts. If we experience new percepts which make our set distinct then we find a new name for this new set.
I have the thoughts I have because of the dis-ease I feel. I identify myself by the thoughts I have had and continue to have.
Everyone experiences some dis-ease in life. Some chronic some acute. Even the thought I have "no feelings" is a type of dis-sease which will affect ones thoughts.
Our characters are the feelings-corresponding thoughts acted out/ willed.
Our willing corresponds to a set of thoughts each of which correspond to a set of feelings.
How our thoughts form sets of willing is what psychologists study.
The problem is that these thoughts correspond to sets of percepts. The approach of ignore certain percepts which have shaped our thoughts is medieval. If we are to have health we need to tackle the percepts which are the cause the dis-ease.
Health can only originate through the senses. When I take my anti-inflammatories they help stop the sense of pain so I can move from the set of uniqueness towards the set of collective.I feel better being like others again. Being at-ease again. I get a chance to realize what I want. I realize that the percepts I had, noise for instance, was making me dis-eased and I need to avoid it in future. This shapes my thoughts and willful action about doing this in the future so that I won't have those percepts again which made me feel dis-eased.
This relationship between my percepts, concepts and action is what makes me me(i.e. my "I" my consciousness).
I require dis-ease to establish this distinction. No dis-ease no distinction.
Computers that feel no dis-ease will not have consciousness by definition of consciousness being what makes them feel distinct.
Consciousness is either distinct or else it's meaningless, right Pixy?