Actually, Raf tells his diary that he first told the police that Amanda had been with him all night, then shot himself in the foot by saying that she had gone to Le Chic, then settled into the version, that, gee, try as he can, he just can't be sure. You have to read the several relevant passages together, and distinguish between what Raf claims to remember (or not remember) at the time of the writing, and what he remembers having told the police. The supposition that he did no more than admit that he can't be 100% certain that Amanda was with him all night is wishful thinking / damage control. You can not here rely on second and third hand accounts (except mine, of course) for the contents of the diary. I would also suggest that because something was leaked to the press is not conclusive proof of its falsity. These indicate that Raf at one point said that Amanda had gone to Le Chic that night. As I suggested a couple of days ago, this accounts for Amanda coming unglued.