“TC, if you can see into this explanation it may give you further insight as to why you are correct about being able to "cure" yourself. However, if it is too off topic for your likes then just let me know and I will remove it. Please do not take this as me telling anyone the way things are, it is just my educated experience and like everything else should always be subject to self scrutiny.
Human beings use all 5 senses to experience the physical world but that world is less than half of the "equation" of existence. Electromagnetic radiation is the energy of physical existence; vacuum energy is the energy of consciousness. Both exist simultaneously however physical beings can only use their senses to detect electromagnetic "radiation" (out flowing energy). The vacuum of space appears empty because we cannot sense vacuum energy. If we could then the vacuum of space would appear completely "full". Vacuum energy has a form and geometry and is best envisioned as the infinite division of 1. For example, all physical existence is mainly 99% space and the rest is vortextually spinning light. All vortex lead to SINGULARITY at the center, from there you cross a boundary into the vacuum energy or division of singularity (1).
This is where all of the energy of creation comes from. Every atom in the universe vortextually spins and has singularity at its core which is what connects everything in the universe. When singularity "radiates" energy it "steps" out of 1 and becomes 2 and 3 and 4 and so on to what you can now "sense" as the expanding universe. But 2 and 3 and 4, etc. are not "within" 1 they are thrust out of and separate from 1 and that is what gives all physical beings the "sense" of individuality and separation. This vacuum energy explains "insight" "imagination" "intuition" "emotion" "gravity", the strong and weak nuclear forces, wormholes, etc; all things that are experienced but not sensed or seen.
Everything in physical existence has a whole other aspect to its existence that it cannot "sense" which is why it feels cut off from the reality it experiences. But everything in existence also exhibits "radiation" and "vacuum" energy simultaneously. Physical existence is simply consciousness "experiencing" or "looking" at itself as an "inverse" of its actual reality which is vacuum. Zen: in the "vacuum" the "vacuum" is not "vacuum". That is why you have a "mind" (which is not the physical interface called the brain, the brain is the CPU that coordinates all physical functions, your mind experiences physical reality through the point of singularity in every atom of your body, not exclusively through your brain) and this mind you have has no physical properties or limitations because it is "vacuum" energy, not physical electromagnetic energy.
That is why you have and use your mind for everything but cannot easily explain what it is. You cannot directly sense it with physical senses and you cannot directly explain it with physical concepts, it is not physical, it is vacuum, and therefore if you want to know where your "mind" and the "spirit" world are, look around at empty space that permeates all of the universe even micro millimeters in front of you and throughout you for that matter, it permeates everything and our physical bodies are its inverse. Every prophet and spiritual sage has instructed man that the kingdom of heaven is "within". Within what? Within the "atom", beyond singularity! Meditation stills the electromagnetic existence so that the subtle but infinitely expansive and powerful vacuum energy can be experienced and tapped. Mind and matter interface at singularity....
Incidentally, this is why no one can "see" God. This is also why science bangs its head against the wall when trying to formulate a "theory of everything". Science can only measure the effects of things as electromagnetic radiation or physicality; it does not recognize or account for the "vacuum energy observer" (at least officially). Up until very recently they treated all matter as "dead" or in other words, science is aware of the issue of the "observer" and the Heisenberg uncertainty principle, but will not know the true nature of why matter and even fundamentally, the electron, behaves the way it does until it acknowledges and studies the "vacuum".
This is the "forgotten knowledge" often whispered about. the "golden age" predicted to be occurring soon by just about everyone it seems, is not alien invasion, it is not Armageddon, it is not global catastrophe, it is not alien disclosure, that leads to everything looking golden, or everyone just being nice, or everyone having an unlimited supply of gold. The prediction was quite literal, the golden age is just that, the age of the golden ratio, phi, the structure and geometry of vacuum energy and the paradigm shift in life that will occur when it is acknowledged, studied, and utilized..... (very soon) there will be an admission/disclosure/recognition by the worlds governments that vacuum energy is not only the truth and behind all existence but that they have actually known and tapped it for some time and it has been deliberately held from the consciousness of the general population because when they admit this it will bring about a paradigm shift in the consciousness and reality of every individual. We will have to completely reformulate our very way of life and it is going to infinitely empower every individual and ruin current monopolies that rely on the stress of the individual feeling separate and the incorrect notion that energy is limited, wasted, and has to be supplied and paid for.
The truth was deliberately misconstrued, "Jesus" isn't going to come to you, you will be able to go to "him".
Hey TC, glad I could help. Sorry we got off on the wrong foot but it is great to see things turn out good.

It was interesting to hear you talk about pineal parasites. I did not know it was possible but I will look into it and this is why it is so important. [This was his response to my claim that almost every pineal gland in the world is parasitic.]
The Pineal gland is paramount to our remembering the "golden knowledge" that will return us to "reality". The reason has to do with the geometry of the "vacuum" energy. Which I will not fully explain here but in short happens to be fundamentally the tetrahedron. Everything else formed is a composite of multiple tetrahedrons which forms all other sacred geometrical shapes. The primary geometry of electromagnetic radiation is the sphere, which is why it is predominantly used in physical reality; the primary geometry of the vacuum is the tetrahedron.
The pineal gland, as you can easily verify on the web, has rods and cones just like the physical eye, however it is not exposed to physical reality, it is shielded from it in the center of your brain, it is given the largest supply of blood of any organ in your body, and it houses a sac of - water -. Water's chemical composition is H2O, duh, but water's geometric shape is..... tetrahedral..... the pineal is the gland we were supplied to "sense" vacuum energy, our spiritual selves..... water, because of its geometry, has the ability to invert between realities and the pineal gland can use it as a physical catalyst to sense and interact with the vacuum.
Every spiritual tradition uses, alludes to, or has hidden symbolism for the pineal gland. It is the single eye, the eye of "god", the "gateway", etc, etc. It allows your consciousness, when properly exercised, to cross the barrier of singularity.
For Christians, in the beginning of the bible when the true nature and name of God is mentioned, God is called tetragrammatron - tetra for gods form *tetrahedral* and grammatron for gods nature or perceived force in physical reality *gravity*. If the Christian bible is correct and we were created in "Gods" image then we would exhibit that trait in our own bodies..... and we do at the center and as the structure of every atom in our bodies and throughout physical space for that matter. Is it any coincidence that "Adam" (atom) was the first physical creation of "god". Eve (electron) or the "rib" of atom was created to allow physical procreation (chemical bonding) in order to experience physicality (eating the apple of knowledge, awareness of physicality, "thrust" out of the garden of Eden (vacuum energy beyond singularity) (2,3,4,5 etc all the way to astounding numbers like 1 x 10^45 etc.... )
The pineal is in trouble due to atrophy, chemical poisoning through halide fluoridation of our water supply, and general dismissal or lack of acknowledgment and cultivation through society.
I am way off topic now so I will apologize and quit. Thanks again for your knowledge as well.”