This, I suspect, is what I mean about persecution. Are you so sensitive to criticism that it is seen as hostile and degrading?
Lol! That's what I thought you were going to say. Being told I'm a brainwashed cultist, should be shot, killed, etc. and I should be sterilized so I can't have children and that the children I do have should be taken from me so I don't infect them with my religion seems a tad ruthless. Maybe I am too sensitive to such comments. (Not really but you get the point.)
Getting beat up as a child for being of a different faith was surely just another form of criticism. Although that doesn't occur anymore (I'm a big guy) I have heard it expressed by individuals that I deserve it.
This doesn't include the horrible phone calls I have heard at my local church. (Particularly last year when the "anonymous" movement got started.)
The list goes on and on. By people that don't know me and certainly don't have a clue about my religion.
On the other hand the great majority of people i know aren't hostile or critical of me or my religion. These are people that do know me, seen me interact with my family, coworkers, friends, etc. I certainly don't think they are out to get me.
It makes for an interesting observation: People that do know me wish me the best and support what I do which is even more interesting considering that almost none of them are Scientologists and really don't know much about my religion as well. Then there are people that don't know me that wish me ill-will and harm, (Sometimes in truly vitrolic terms.) yet profess to be experts of my religion.
Odd, wouldn't you say?
Thaiboxerken says I need to wake up. (I seriously doubt he knows me personally. Maybe he does as I don't really keep my identity a secret.) My friends, coworkers, family and acquaintances have no such attitude. On the contrary I am often the go to guy when it comes to needing help with some issue ranging from teen on drugs to marriage problems. And this is from people that aren't members of my faith.
If I were to only use, as data to make a decision, the comments made by people that know me and those that don't I think it would be more logical to go with those that do know me.
There really are some preconceived biases on this board. I only offer the possibility that there may be other ways to look at the situation and invite one and all to do the looking.
What you might find is more of a common ground than you currently expect.
Really gotta get back to work now. PM me if you got any serious questions.