Kathy, I have a few questions that I'd like answered before committing myself to Christianity.
1) According to my understanding of Luke 1:31, Mary was
warned ("You will be with child and give birth to a son") she'd be impregnated (by the
Holy Spirit, no less;
not God [Luke 1:35 - "The angel answered, "The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the holy one to be born will be called the Son of God.]); there's no mention that she gave consent.
Is rape wrong?
2) But wait... according to Revelation 22:16 - "I, Jesus, have sent my angel to give you this testimony for the churches. I am the Root and the Offspring of David, and the bright Morning Star."
Mary wasn't a descendent of David; Joseph was. If Jesus was the blood-offspring of Joseph, how could he have been sired by God?
3) How do I know if I'm not already damned to hell? Maybe I'm one of the people God's chosen to harden:
Romans 9:15-23
For he says to Moses, "I will have mercy on whom I have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion." It does not, therefore, depend on man's desire or effort, but on God's mercy. For the Scripture says to Pharaoh: "I raised you up for this very purpose, that I might display my power in you and that my name might be proclaimed in all the earth." Therefore God has mercy on whom he wants to have mercy, and he hardens whom he wants to harden.
One of you will say to me: "Then why does God still blame us? For who resists his will?" But who are you, O man, to talk back to God? "Shall what is formed say to him who formed it, 'Why did you make me like this?' "Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for noble purposes and some for common use?
What if God, choosing to show his wrath and make his power known, bore with great patience the objects of his wrath—prepared for destruction? What if he did this to make the riches of his glory known to the objects of his mercy, whom he prepared in advance for glory—
I mean, I could miss a
lot of Sunday football attending church and
still miss the bus, right?
4) Is Judas Iscariot in Heaven? I mean, he was just a pawn, right? Someone had to fink Jesus out to the Romans for the prophecy to be true. Jesus volunteered, Judas was just the cosmic scapegoat. If Judas is in Hell, roasting for eternity, why shouldn't we pray to him instead? Jesus just suffered for a few hours on the cross and only three days in Hell.
5) If Jesus and Jehovah are one and the same (John 10:30 "I and the Father are one."), why did Jesus have to pray (Matthew 26:39 Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, "My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.")?
6) What do you think about Matthew 6:5-6 ("And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.")?
7) How did Christianity even ever spring up around a guy named Jesus, when according to Isaiah 7:14 - "Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and will call him
Immanuel."? This is even supported by Matthew 1:22 -
All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had said through the prophet: "The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel"—which means, "God with us."
Can you help me out here, Kathy? I really want to believe!