Some people have a problem explaining away the "felt connection" they feel. I think it comes from the fact that everything is connected. Humans can put (or try to put) those feelings into words.
People have feelings. About all sorts of things. I've had women tell me they could just
feel that I was really in love with them I just couldn't admit it or they could
feel that I was thinking about them or that they could
feel that we had a connection. Those were not valid either;P
Psychics have feelings all the time and tell us about them.
People have feelings they want to feel. That doesn't mean there is any objective reality associated with them. It just means they want to feel something.
Somebody in another thread talked about how people need explanations, even incomplete ones.
I think that in ancient times people were more willing to accept anything, and some religions were strong enough to keep flawed ideas going.
Order is my reason. Though I am fine with that order being produced by four forces accidently. I just can't rule out it not being an accident.
I am guessing that you are more drawn to intention than lack of accident. If a hammer falls, it is not accident. It is doing what is required by natural processes. If life evolves it is similarly behaving according to natural processes. This requires neither intention nor god. The hammer does not intend to fall, it merely falls. Life does not intend to evolve it merely evolves.
In this context I will stipulate we are not here by accident. It is likely that life is inevitable given the right circumstances. That doesn't mean god, or light, or the universe made it so. With intention or without.
I vote creator. The image of an all-powerful, all-knowing, forever living, meddling, jealous, lesson teaching God, is a human invention and the source of a lot of trouble.
But then an explicable creator is not nearly as fun. There
could be one, absolutely agreed, but then what created
it? And then what created that? It is as easy to imagine a null creator as an infinitely recursive one. But it is more parsimonious to imagine a null creator.