Dancing David
Penultimate Amazing
I have explained before but it might bear repeating.
I first encountered the dharma in college in 1977, there I read a text book written by Conze(maybe) and was struck by the similarity of the dharma and my own thoughts, except for the fact that I was very pre-pagan at that time and had a lot of mystic beliefs and desires.
The dharma at that time surprised me by being very similar to the 'cognitive-behavioral' model which was very strong at my university.
Behaviorism and the dharma seemed very similar to each other. Conditioned reflexes and thoughts and emotions.
I then went through my intensely pagan era and studied A' Crowley and a lot of occultism.
The idea of buddhism and the thought I had about it were always drifting in and out, but I was very attached to a lot of painful stuff at the time.
My next real exposure to buddhism came when I practiced aikido for five years, not because the aikidojo exposed me to it. Instead there was a lot of meditation before during and after practice. My dojo was a hard knock dojo and had ver6y little discussion of 'ki' and other mystical concepts. I was taught the art of mindful meditation, without and mystic overtones.
Just the statement "Breathe, focus on the passage of air in and out of the nostrils or the movement of the diaphragm. When you find yourself thinking, say in your mind "thinking' and return your focus to your breathing."
that was the sole instruction I ever received.
But at that time through a friend, who is also a western buddhist, but also jewish, I was introduced to Thich Nhat Hahn, as someone to read.
I started with some of his books, which often challenged me greatly. I then began to read a lot about buddhism in general and have continued to do so.
Part of my re-exposure and deeper reading on buddhism came about because of aikido, part came about because I was reading a lot of the history of religious history, asia and the martial arts and part because I was also in group therapy and learning that the way I led my life was very destructive, and particular I became attached to people who were very unhealthy for me. Buddhism answered a lot of the 'what' in my life. As a sage once said in training, “Don’t ask why, ask what”.
A lot of the trainings I went to as a mental health professional were about mental illness and substance abuse, and the crossover between the two.
At one point there began to be trainings about something called Dialectic behavior Therapy for alleged individuals with Borderline Personality Disorder. It is this really weird blend of cognitive behavioral therapy and buddhist practices.
I then got a really cool book about buddhism that is a psychological discussion of the different practices of buddhism. What the buddha taught by Walpola Rahula
I have read many dharma talks but have never attended one. As you will guess almost all of the teaching I have had is from reading, although I enjoy reading transcriptions of dharma talks. I have found the practice of the eight fold path and mindfulness to be very helpful.
As someone who already had extensive training in visualization and the occult I found the straight forward psychology of buddhism to very very refreshing and untainted with the 99% dross to wisdom ratio of occultism. In Buddhism the dross ratio usually runs between 20% to 75%.
I found translations of the Pali canon during the second exposure to the buddha's teachings. But I have only read translations.
As to buddhists I have met in my life there have been quite a few, the first was a coworker from Sri Lanka when I was in college, there have been a number (about five) who were raised in buddhist societies and then about twenty who are western buddhists. The ones from buddhist countries always seem to be rather cheerful and friendly. The western buddhists are not always quite as cheerful but almost always friendly. The thing that I have noticed that they all had in common was that they did not advertise that they were buddhist, it usually just came about in conversation, although one in particular talked a lot about it. I have seen monks in robes in public but have not started conversations with them.
I first encountered the dharma in college in 1977, there I read a text book written by Conze(maybe) and was struck by the similarity of the dharma and my own thoughts, except for the fact that I was very pre-pagan at that time and had a lot of mystic beliefs and desires.
The dharma at that time surprised me by being very similar to the 'cognitive-behavioral' model which was very strong at my university.
Behaviorism and the dharma seemed very similar to each other. Conditioned reflexes and thoughts and emotions.
I then went through my intensely pagan era and studied A' Crowley and a lot of occultism.
The idea of buddhism and the thought I had about it were always drifting in and out, but I was very attached to a lot of painful stuff at the time.
My next real exposure to buddhism came when I practiced aikido for five years, not because the aikidojo exposed me to it. Instead there was a lot of meditation before during and after practice. My dojo was a hard knock dojo and had ver6y little discussion of 'ki' and other mystical concepts. I was taught the art of mindful meditation, without and mystic overtones.
Just the statement "Breathe, focus on the passage of air in and out of the nostrils or the movement of the diaphragm. When you find yourself thinking, say in your mind "thinking' and return your focus to your breathing."
that was the sole instruction I ever received.
But at that time through a friend, who is also a western buddhist, but also jewish, I was introduced to Thich Nhat Hahn, as someone to read.
I started with some of his books, which often challenged me greatly. I then began to read a lot about buddhism in general and have continued to do so.
Part of my re-exposure and deeper reading on buddhism came about because of aikido, part came about because I was reading a lot of the history of religious history, asia and the martial arts and part because I was also in group therapy and learning that the way I led my life was very destructive, and particular I became attached to people who were very unhealthy for me. Buddhism answered a lot of the 'what' in my life. As a sage once said in training, “Don’t ask why, ask what”.
A lot of the trainings I went to as a mental health professional were about mental illness and substance abuse, and the crossover between the two.
At one point there began to be trainings about something called Dialectic behavior Therapy for alleged individuals with Borderline Personality Disorder. It is this really weird blend of cognitive behavioral therapy and buddhist practices.
I then got a really cool book about buddhism that is a psychological discussion of the different practices of buddhism. What the buddha taught by Walpola Rahula
I have read many dharma talks but have never attended one. As you will guess almost all of the teaching I have had is from reading, although I enjoy reading transcriptions of dharma talks. I have found the practice of the eight fold path and mindfulness to be very helpful.
As someone who already had extensive training in visualization and the occult I found the straight forward psychology of buddhism to very very refreshing and untainted with the 99% dross to wisdom ratio of occultism. In Buddhism the dross ratio usually runs between 20% to 75%.
I found translations of the Pali canon during the second exposure to the buddha's teachings. But I have only read translations.
As to buddhists I have met in my life there have been quite a few, the first was a coworker from Sri Lanka when I was in college, there have been a number (about five) who were raised in buddhist societies and then about twenty who are western buddhists. The ones from buddhist countries always seem to be rather cheerful and friendly. The western buddhists are not always quite as cheerful but almost always friendly. The thing that I have noticed that they all had in common was that they did not advertise that they were buddhist, it usually just came about in conversation, although one in particular talked a lot about it. I have seen monks in robes in public but have not started conversations with them.
The buddhists I have met are people I would like to be like some day but they did not influence me in any way, they are who they are. My reading of Buddhism is what led me to the practice.(a)contacts with Buddhists who influenced you into accepting Buddhism, or
(b) accidentally having come across and read the text of the Pali Canon?
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I deliberately sought out the Pali canon after reading something called The buddhist bible by Camus.
I would never say that I converted to Buddhism. It is more like a car or a roadmap it is a vehicle to get from one place to another.converts to your peculiar kinds of Buddhism from:
I want to undertake a theory with you two if you will be honest with me and with yourselves.
That is very ironic, since your motives are opaque and very well, contorted. But hey your apparent duplicity is my perception.