The deathbed conversion stories always got me confused. I mean even if they were true (which they tend not to be)... so what?
Nobody ever died in perfect health. The body is breaking down, toxins accumulate in the blood, the brain is barely still working, you might be in pain, and are probably scared, since that's the most fundamental reflex. Does that sound like the kind of clear thinking that might convince me to join any particular sect? I mean, by jolly, someone barely conscious and not thinking straight... yeah, that's the kind of source that makes the logical case
Ditto for the supposed foxhole conversions. Attacking the enemy morale is as old as warfare, and it's been tuned to an art form in modern times. It's in fact both sides' main defense nowadays, that armour went out of fashion. Soldiers break down all the time. And I mean ALL the time. Some get PTSD, some do something stupid and get killed, and some can barely keep their crap together to keep their head down or retreat in an intelligent fashion.
So, again, THAT is the kind of source that should make the logical case for God? Someone who can barely think straight?
Plus, WTH is the analogy with my situation or the situation of the middle-class suburban mom or dad preaching that to me? HOW does a deathbed or foxhole situation excuse THEIR not thinking straight? Because for an argument by analogy to work, there must be a relevant analogy. Are they in as much pain, fear and stress as someone dying of cancer? Is their driving to the supermarket or to church as intense a psychological stress as a soldier in a foxhole gets when his position is shelled? Do they have to go "OH GOD, PLEASE DON'T LET IT BE ME!" when they turn on TV and crack open a beer? Or what? How is either the deathbed situation or the foxhole situation even remotely resembling theirs?