Riiighhtt. Psycho-babble. You're doing it wrong. You're only projecting YOUR fears onto others. That's all you're doing.
OOH! A conspiracy! How exciting!
Please quote the post where I admitted I was afraid to defend myself, or apologize for putting words in my mouth.
IMO, post(s) 105 (desperate times/desperate measures...really?) , 150, 157 & 163 leave little to the imagination as to your true feelings about self-defense.
IMO, post 167 illustrates your disneyfication as it belies the fact our Second Amendment is what protects our First Amendment.