Atlas
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I believe you. I think we all do. I also have a Mother, brother and sister who bring your argument to my ears every chance they get. I once felt as you do, as they do.kurious_kathy said:I guess all I can say is I believe, I just wish you could.
Jesus said that unless you change and become like a child you will never enter His kingdom. I believe every word that came out of his mouth. Simple childlike faith!
I need more. Belief seems to be a feeling to me. It's not an intellectual thing. It's something at the core of your being that feels unshakeably true. There is no additional logic, evidence or proof required. Feelings are their own proof.
So every religion, psuedoscience, occult belief is "true" in exactly this way. That's why we doubt you. We doubt them all. They cannot all be true, really true. How can we distinguish what is really true from what is not?
Your short time guardian angel Joseph, he seemed real to you. That was a felt experience, right? Then you felt that he was from the great Deceiver, God communicated this to you, to your heart?
What made Joseph real and true? What then made him false? How were you able to distinguish "real truth" from "false truth"?
This is what we are interested in. Why do we believe what we believe. Scientific truth is demonstrable, repeatedly so. Sure it has theories, but they lead to new hypotheses and new avenues of inquiry. The method is something to believe in just for it's productivity. Science, it's methods, it's inventions and it's intellectual "truths" generate feelings of happiness in us just as your feeling belief in Jesus do in you.
We wish you could know how intellectual honesty feels. It feels good. Very liberating. It's not the childlike happiness you now have. I wish you well with that. I thought my own time with Jesus was the most happy time in my life until I realized that I was looking through the glass darkly.
Jesus is the mask of God. You hold him so close you don't see it. If you peel off the mask you see what we see. It's you Kathy. It's all you. It always has been, drugs, astrology, the occult - it's been you finding your way. Bask in the goodness and light you feel but don't try to tell others they don't feel happy. That's what you're saying when you tell us, "I wish you could believe too."
Search for those who are unhappy like you were. Maybe they are looking for a new reality. Those of us here are not wishing to trade our reality for yours.