Hi Nick, I've been enjoying your posts, trying to work out what you mean (what you know or believe, etc.), from my limited knowledge of this subject. I was very glad you got what I was talking about. We're rather outnumbered here, but not quite so rare generally. It was good to read your reply to Joe
You will for sure know the difference if you experience non-duality. The information you experience is less processed by the mind, because you have removed the filter of the subject-object distinction. What does it matter? Can't quite answer that one! Most people that experience it do regard it as something significant!
but that's the problem here - we're talking about something experienced, which is ubiquitously reported as beyond ordinary reason, so when we try to 'point to it', anyone who hasn't experienced it is going to dismiss it as irrational. Sometimes the term transrational is used.
I was amazed to read
One thing you will become aware of is that, actually, you were never born and you will never die.
I'm dubious of this, but don't discount it, because of that 'transrational' problem. You may have experienced this. I may experience this. Everyone may experience this, or only some people. Your experience may be real, it may be illusion. There might be no difference between the two...
Anyway, I just wanted to support you in sharing the view, and let you know that some members are happy to hear unsubstantiated opinion or reports of subjective experience and not demand proof or evidence.
Your statement did put a spanner in the works, though, for me. I was just thinking how similar some of the transrational/spiritual/phenomenological ideas were to the materialist/naturalist/p-zombie ones. The Buddha's doctrine of "no-self" seems to be close to the mechanism of some naturalists here, where the subject is all but refuted, or absolutely refuted.
I've read Susan Blackmore's overview of consciousness studies, and it all pointed to the 'hard problem' still being as hard as ever. I read the other day on her website again, where she describes a theory of consciousness as narratives constructed from different strands of experiential data in memory, for instance, which challenges the common assumption that we have a single 'stream of consciousness' being absorbed and proposes instead a multiple or mixed repository of data in the brain from which a narrative is constructed in answer to a biological need to use certain information (a 'probe' I think the word is, I suppose like a query to a database). This helps to explain the way we are mostly unconscious, but can catch ourselves and learn to develop mindfulness by asking ourselves regularly "What am I conscious of now?" We then construct a narative backwards out of memory that was not in consciousness.
However, such theories always leave a little gap (IMHO) between bio-mechanical functioning and what I understand as subjectivity, rather like very complex versions of the homunculus inside your head watching the screen of your vision...the question of how the little men feel they are living entities requires more little men inside their heads ad infinitum. In this example, I would ask what it means that a 'narrative is constructed' when the real question of consciousness that I believe we are really trying to get to the bottom of is - who is relating a narrative to whom? Of course, you can, and maybe Blackmore would, say 'no-one'.
I vaguely understand and accept people believing that intentionless - I'm trying to think of a better term - oh yes, Spiritless, unconscious matter can do such clever computations that it ends up 'reflecting' to itself in its dead universe and thus causes what we, 'possessors' of a human brain, experience as being alive. I just don't find it convincing.
I am wondering whether these are quite different selves that are being negated, however, by Buddhism and materialism. I daren't speculate further, not being an expert in either. A massive complication comes from the multiplicity of different views I am artificially grouping into a dualistic framework. The 'scientists' here keep surprising me by how different their views are, and the range of ideas of a 'spritual' nature is also massive. Furthermore, since each of the dual views are made up of hundreds or thousands of different ideas (like 'identity', 'birth', 'mind') and their relationships (like 'each body has a separate mind'), that discussions of this sort are almost impossible even ignoring the transrational problem!
Then there's someone like Dancing David - you make my head hurt!
I am a p-zombie, I have all the attributes of consciousness but I am not conscious.
You see it's that last bit I just can't imagine anyone saying, feeling or believing. I can only imagine that their worldview is so gripping that it has overshaddowed their immediate, absolute, subjective knowledge of existing. Again, no problem that we're different, just can't get my head round "I am not conscious". How do you know you're not conscious unless you're conscious of having some grasp of that knowledge? - - - No, I think I do understand how you could answer that. Is it that there's a kind of not-you that is an illusion of being a subject caused by physical brain matter (but you have seen through it, thanks to science)?
AND you believe in a non-real spiritual realm that shouldn't be mixed up with reality? Ouch indeed.