And you have also told us you are schizophrenic. One of the symptoms of schizophrenia is thinking that you can read minds, or that others can read yours.
Are you of the opinion that schizophrenia is actually misdiagnosed telepathy?
Or do you believe that you are both schizophrenic, AND have mental powers?
If the latter, do you realize that it might not be possible for someone who is schizophrenic to tell the difference?
And that actual telepathy can be tested? If communication by thought alone is possible, it should be able to demonstrate that actual communication takes place, even if we don't understand the mechanism.
If your answer is that it only works sometimes, or actively avoids being tested, or (as I think you've said before) telepathy was used by government officials to brainwash you, so they won't admit that it's real... Do you see how impartial bystanders would sooner think that those thoughts are the result of your condition, rather than self-hiding superpowers?