Yes, but you’re saying that there’s something special about certain kinds of structure that enable them to do something that no other kind of structure we know about can do.
No.
There's nothing special about the structure. Different structures just behave in different ways. You see this everywhere.
If they'd built the Brooklyn Bridge out of raspberry jam, it wouldn't have stayed up very long.
If they'd built the first television sets out of soggy lettuce and potato peelings, it wouldn't have picked up much of a signal.
If you try to watch television on the Brooklyn Bridge, you won't be very entertained. (Or maybe you will; who's to say?)
If you try to cross the East River on a 42" Sony Bravia, you won't get very far.
Even a computer can only behave as the current flowing through all its bits directs it to behave, and yet you seem to think that all (and apparently only) brain-shaped things can escape this physical necessity
Nope. I keep saying, it cannot escape the laws of physics. It doesn't need to.
When I do the external stimuli are always different.
So?
One of those stimuli will be my memory of having had the fish before.
So?
What I choose now will depending on whether I value variety or consistency in my eating habits, which will depend on the sorts of things I’ve eaten growing up, which will will depend on the taste of my parents, which will depend on the way that taste bud variability evolved, which will depend…all the way back, unless you think there’s any reason to believe otherwise, to the initial conditions of the universe. All of it causal (if, on some level, stochastic), none of it ‘willed’.
So?
If it didn't depend on all that stuff, it wouldn't be a
decision, it would just be random.
To determine whether my ‘deciding’ sensation corresponds to some actual physical process in which all of the alternatives begin as, at base, equally likely and then something reversible happens that 'picks one of them out', I would have to replicate the exact initial conditions – and I’ve explained in posts above the logical incoherency of that.
No, not at all. Indeed, that would not even be a decision.
For all I know I’m an out-of-equilibrium system, exquistely sensitive to external conditions
Yes.
but absolutely predictable given sufficient computing power.
No. Between quantum mechanics and chaos theory, we know that this is impossible. Indeed, either one would suffice, but both apply.
As far as I can see, you are arguing that something that is logically incoherent can't exist. Well, fine. I agree.
What I am pointing out is that nonetheless, we do decide what to have for lunch.