I had no idea what to expect from TAM. I'd only met one person that was attending this year (Geek Goddess) so the rest of you yahoos were like animals waiting to kill and eat me in the lobby as far as I was concerned.
I do have to thank Hutch, first and foremost for getting me out there. I know I was supposed to bring the rest of the family with me, and that didn't happen, so, next year I'm going to get someone out there on my dime to repay his generosity. Hutch, you will always be in my cool book, even if you didn't know who I was at the airport. Despite wearing a jersey with POWERS on the back...
Like I mentioned earlier, I had absolutely no idea who any one was. I'm generally shy by nature, and suddenly making 1600 friends seemed like a dauntiing task. Plus, I felt a little out of my element. Here I am, surrounded by people who breed PhDs and authors and whatnot, and there I stick out, a ...car salesman. I felt underwhelmed, a tad out of place, and the phrase "what the F*** am I doing here?" crossed my mind more than a few times. And that all changed when I met Kochanski. I saundered (some would call it a sashay) over to the forum table where she was, introduced myself, and she stood up and gave me a giant hug. I suddenly had this feeling wash over me.
Soon after that, more people showed up. Forgive me if I forget anyone, but Horatious, kitty, hcmom, The Mutha (and Dolly), GG (love) OOB, Faydra, Hokey, Hokey mom, RemieV, zooterkin, Chris, kitten, Eos, saganite, Scrut (yes, even you) El Spectre, and geez, am I forgetting names here, but everyone i met instantly made me feel welcome and kept me busy at all times.
I've decided to go next year just so I can play penny slots with Hokey's mom and her again. Best time I had there was probably all three of us lined up just mashing buttons and pointing to our machines screaming "winning!!". Dinner with Mutha and Dolly was great, raiding with my guild mates was awesome, as well as chugging brews with Horatius. To me it wasn't the event, it was the atmosphere. Given how my life has gone lately, I needed something like this, and suddenly I wasn't some loner from Florida, i was with my friends and family I've known for years that I was meeting for the first time.
"you have exactly one hour to stop doing that."
"meet me by the horse's ass"
"they're probably at the Del Mar"
Phrases I can't stop thinking about even as I stared out of my window at work today, with a phone full of memories. Can't wait til Tamageddon next year.