DarkMagician
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I'm probably one of the few "second generation" atheists here. My father was an atheist, my mother was a non-practicing catholic turned agnostic. I started off as an agnostic (I was neutral in regards to an almighty), but I used to believe in a whole lot of crap. Clairvoyancy, divining, telekinesis, I believed it all.
What first turned me athiest was the internet. The discussion forums that I could find dealing with the weaknesses of religion and creationism. The more I participated, the more I started to learn about Evolution, Abiogenesis, and the Bible. Then the thought process called "Inverted Pascal's Wager" took over.
What first turned me athiest was the internet. The discussion forums that I could find dealing with the weaknesses of religion and creationism. The more I participated, the more I started to learn about Evolution, Abiogenesis, and the Bible. Then the thought process called "Inverted Pascal's Wager" took over.
- There are a whole lot of religions
- Most of them are exclusive from the others
- Either one of them is right, or none are right.
- The odds of one religion getting it right over all the others are slim
- Thus, it's improbable that one of them is right.
- Thus, it is a decent conclusion to believe that none of them are right.
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When that answered my mind, I stopped pulling punches to people I was debating with. That was the time I finally called myself "atheist".
What stopped my beliefs in crazy things was a little different, as each ability I thought I had, clairvoyance and divining, failed one after another. When I lost something, my first habit would be to divine for it. Of course, one of the items I found when the divining pointed almost perpendicular to it (considering the method was waving something metal by a long thing, perpendicular could be considered "utter failure")
The other one was discarded when I liked a girl, and wanted to know if she'd go out with me. I relied on my dreams to predict the future, but this event, when pulled into clairvoyance, gave a "yes" answer... then a "no" answer. Further more, neither event happened. I then started looking at the dreams I had when I thought that I had the ability, and realized that most of the information about the location was off. For example, in my dreams, we went to a place where they were surrounded by woods, but the field trip that upcoming day was almost all field.
The more I started being critical about my abilites, the more I realized I was tricking myself into thinking I have them. I might have them, I don't really know, but I'm no longer going to lose sleep over it until I get something a whole lot more solid. Part of me still wants those abilities to be real, but I've taken up a materialist's way of thinking that stops those endeavors.