MRC_Hans
Penultimate Amazing
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I suffer from schizoprenia. My first episode happend way back 1988. I truly believed that I am special, selected by god to be his spokesman. I also suffered from thought broadcasting and it was probably worse that what Michel is currently experiencing.
I started to search for god or way to contact god. My search ended when I ended up in jref forum. I seldom post anything, but I learned to question what I am experiencing. From believing in the existance of god without any doubt, to agnotism.
It had been good for the last 10 or more years. I had relapses but they only last for a couple of days. My medication causes lethargy and other side effects but I rather be 'sane' than skipping my meds. Accepting than I have mental issues helped me stay sane.
Yes, you guys had helped me stay sane.
Thank you. And you're not the only one. In the couple of decades I have been here, I have seen several people turning sensible. And, of course, some lost cases, but I think it is never a waste of time to insist that reality exists.
Hans