showerhead123
New Blood
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- Dec 4, 2011
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Hey all. I only registered on this site for this one reason - to share my experience with "psychokinesis". I've always been inclined towards the paranormal and had a strong belief about God. It wasn't until about 5 years ago that at the dinner table with my parents when my mom was telling stories that she knew about people that had super powers. I said to myself - why not me? So I went on the internet and googled some stuff and found quiet a few websites dedicated to these so called powers and forums and communities. I said to myself - why not! After a week and a half of trying to make an "energy ball" or what they called "psi ball" I finally got it. After a week and a half of THINKING something was in my hands or feeling some sort of heat - like day and night - something started spinning very rapidly and getting much larger from the centre of this imaginary ball I was holding. I could only describe it like two magnets repelling and moving and orbiting very quickly. I instantly started laughing and to my luck - I was with my two siblings that were wondering why I was holding my hands in such a weird position for a week and a half and were trying to do the same thing. I gave this "ball" to hold (You could hold it like an actual ball!) to my siblings. First my little brother and he started laughing and then my sister which is always serious but a crack formed on her face then she handed it back to me. I was in awe. I kind of didn't know what to do with it so - I just "let go of it" (spread my hands apart) and it vanished. Nothing was visible. To my dismay - both my siblings don't recall the event. This doesn't aid in my credibility as I'm telling you guys this but I'm not here to convince you really - I'm more here to tell you my experience. So weeks gone by and I didn't know what to do with this sensation that I had in my hands or this "power" to make magnetic feeling balls. Yes sure I could get something magnetic feeling in my hands but what good was it? Sometimes other people could feel it - often they didn't. What good was it? I quickly got disinterested and shifted my focus to telekinesis. I followed every shred of advice on the internet with poor results. I mean, the whole psi wheel thing was pathetic. It probably COULD have been the static electricity/heat from my hands or wind that caused what little success I saw. This changed a bit one day when I decided to make a huge huge tinfoil "psi wheel" then add five or six ontop gradually. I was impressed - I could move/budge all six (they were nearly toppling). The interesting part was when I removed all but one - and that was the one - I could move VERY quickly and best of all - it would change directions as SOON as I thought of which direction to change - and it would stop very quickly WITHOUT my hands on it.
Whatever. A neat trick, so what. Again I got quickly disinterested. For a long period after that I started looking into everything related to "energy" because I couldn't get past that stupid psi wheel. I was going until the end of the 'O's on Google looking for articles (then finding out they were created by people that were children or hadn't the slightest of clues of how this phenonmenon worked. They would literally think up an article. BAD!) I eventually ended up finding about Chi/Ki. I practiced a bit - every sensation I felt was very superficial and stupid. No results as always. The only thing that did end up was a shadow of a small child drifting into my room. I slapped myself, blinked, looked at it with my peripheral vision, thought I was dreaming and after that it was STILL right infront of me. ANYWAYS. After that, I just pretty much called it quits with this energy stuff. I figured - this is ********. People online (AND EVEN IN BOOKS, I think it was called Zero Point Energy Force) were saying it would take months maybe even years to do very simple things like moving a tissue or that stupid psi wheel. I was dismayed. I paused for a few months focusing on school but the idea was very much stuck in my mind. One day. I stumbled upon a website - learntelekinesistraining.com (or something like that).
It amazed me that it claimed I could move "A PEN" (this was considered a boulder or huge thing in the telekinesis community that would take many months if not years to master) within a few weeks! Not just budge but - fly across the table! It even said many other people could do it! Just follow the instructions! Now, I had to try this. But what was different this time was that I also connected the dots with my religion (Christianity). In Matthew 21:20-21 it said that faith and not doubting was the key to what we call "psychokinesis" (up to this point, I hadn't gotten ANY clear answer how this rubbish worked, all I read was "will it" or "visualize" it moving which I thought was ********). So, I followed the instructions and visualized a smooth sided pen moving, keeping in mind that the goal was to eliminiate doubt and replace it with faith. I pictured myself as cinderella scrubbing the floors of a mansion called my mind, scrubbing all the doubts that have collected over the years in my mind. I spent around, 40 minutes to an hour and fifteen minutes every day in my room simply visualizing a blue pen, rolling across the table. A week and a day passed by and nothing happened. My heart started racing and I started getting agitated. I - was ready to call it quits. Just a little tibit, I was addicted to pornography so before trying this pen roll things, I said to myself that if I had faith I coukd do telekinesis, how could I not have faith that I could stop my addiction? So I really wanted to just - give up right then and there. I remember being in the washroom ready to masturbate - but I didn't. I remember looking in the mirror and simply saying "They were all lying", "All of them - *********** LIERS", "They all lied!", "Everyone in the world!". I couldn't believe everyone wrote about some **** phenomenon and put up lies on the internet to waste my time - HOWEVER, something inside of me said to keep going. My doubt had gone very low and faith was pretty high. I could guage this because whenever I "Willed" the object to move - I would get a reading of my faith/doubt levels.
About the next day I was practicing (Oh, I forgot to add, my arms were off the table, vents closed, window closed) I noticed the pen flinch. It scared me to say the least. I had been staring at the pen for quiet a while and the light reflecting off of it probably made me hallucinate I said. The next day, the same damn thing happened! I was still just as scared! But this time a little smirk crossed my face - "Could this be real?". Finally, the next day was different from all the other days. I was visualizing the object moving across the table with SUCH ease (I mean, there was no doubt in my mind that what I was imagining was possible, and that I could do it, it was effortless, my heart didn't race or I got anxious. It was the feeling you get when you are re-learning something after you've already mastered it or doing a course for the second time) - and..well...it was boring and well...I simply said enough with the visualizing - time to see it work - so I put my arm out at it like I was Darth Vader (KNOWING, that this was just to increace my faith and didn't do anything in reality) and willed it to come towards me. What followed was an indescribable feeling of - in my own words - my faith just shooting through the ceiling. The pen - started twitching towards me. I was shocked. I got eye to eye to it and there it was twitching still at me. I couldn't believe it - I must be dreaming or hallucinating. I instantly picked up the pen and looked at it. I put it aside and thought "BIGGER", I took a coke can on it's side and willed it to levitate up. IT DIDN'T, but instead it was swaying to the left and then the right of the table. This was enough for me. I was so happy and excited. I remember just sitting in my chair, looking at all the objects on my desk - and - everything was within reach. I felt like a - octopus. It was such a change in - looking at things. I could probably describe it like an art student looking at an image and seeing all the shapes, the muscles in the human body and the shading versus someone that just sees colors on a piece of paper. Anyways, my goal to figure out if telekinesis was real or not was solved. (I proceeded to masturbate).
The next morning, I tried to do the same thing - but I couldn't. Something in my head was shouting at me saying "ITS FAKE! YOU CANT DO THIS! IT WAS ALL IN YOUR HEAD!" I haven't been able to do jack **** since then (it's been five years). I thought that - what I visualized/my imagination had no right to dictate my view of reality. I've gone in philisophical loops trying to solve my dilemna but nothing helped - to this day I still try to come up with tips to help me not let what I see dictate what I believe to be real.
That is my story. As I was proof-reading it (I'm sure there are still many errors) I realized that it sounds like a made up story - but it really is just - my honest to God experience from when I was in grade 10 (I'm now in college). What I want to tell you is this. One of the most prevelent thoughts that went through my head during that time was this: "How could other people on the internet, tell others that this thing called Telekeinesis is fake, when they have never tried it!" It astonished me! If only people - tried it themselves, they would see the truth. Yes, sure you try it and nothing happens - it very well may happen! But, I took a leap of faith and tried this out - and got results. I strongly encourage everyone to try this whole "psi" or "telekinesis" thing out. I'd recommend the "psi ball" stuff first. That seems easier as many in the forums I frequented got that going but not too many got the telekinesis thing going. Anyways. I just want to tell others my story. I don't have any mental illnesses or anything, neither does my family or grandparents (for you who may think I have an unknown congenital disease). Again, try this out guys. At the very worst, it's a waste of time. What it might do is open your eyes to an unknown world and show you how many people speak out against this - as you are seeing it right before you're very eyes (NOTE: One time I unwillingly saw a psi ball I created during a Sunday morning in my basement, it was blue, translucent and had these lines that were moving VERY fast circuling around and around. I got scared and it disappeared.)
I wish I could write more to convince you guys, but, these words are the best I can do. Be sure, that if I ever get these powers again - I WILL post a video up under any circumstances you guys wish. I honestly doubt, I'll be able to do it again - but that's why I'm practicing again - to relieve the very doubt I feel now.
Here is one of my favorite videos in this realm of discussion:
watch?v=qw_O9Qiwqew
Whatever. A neat trick, so what. Again I got quickly disinterested. For a long period after that I started looking into everything related to "energy" because I couldn't get past that stupid psi wheel. I was going until the end of the 'O's on Google looking for articles (then finding out they were created by people that were children or hadn't the slightest of clues of how this phenonmenon worked. They would literally think up an article. BAD!) I eventually ended up finding about Chi/Ki. I practiced a bit - every sensation I felt was very superficial and stupid. No results as always. The only thing that did end up was a shadow of a small child drifting into my room. I slapped myself, blinked, looked at it with my peripheral vision, thought I was dreaming and after that it was STILL right infront of me. ANYWAYS. After that, I just pretty much called it quits with this energy stuff. I figured - this is ********. People online (AND EVEN IN BOOKS, I think it was called Zero Point Energy Force) were saying it would take months maybe even years to do very simple things like moving a tissue or that stupid psi wheel. I was dismayed. I paused for a few months focusing on school but the idea was very much stuck in my mind. One day. I stumbled upon a website - learntelekinesistraining.com (or something like that).
It amazed me that it claimed I could move "A PEN" (this was considered a boulder or huge thing in the telekinesis community that would take many months if not years to master) within a few weeks! Not just budge but - fly across the table! It even said many other people could do it! Just follow the instructions! Now, I had to try this. But what was different this time was that I also connected the dots with my religion (Christianity). In Matthew 21:20-21 it said that faith and not doubting was the key to what we call "psychokinesis" (up to this point, I hadn't gotten ANY clear answer how this rubbish worked, all I read was "will it" or "visualize" it moving which I thought was ********). So, I followed the instructions and visualized a smooth sided pen moving, keeping in mind that the goal was to eliminiate doubt and replace it with faith. I pictured myself as cinderella scrubbing the floors of a mansion called my mind, scrubbing all the doubts that have collected over the years in my mind. I spent around, 40 minutes to an hour and fifteen minutes every day in my room simply visualizing a blue pen, rolling across the table. A week and a day passed by and nothing happened. My heart started racing and I started getting agitated. I - was ready to call it quits. Just a little tibit, I was addicted to pornography so before trying this pen roll things, I said to myself that if I had faith I coukd do telekinesis, how could I not have faith that I could stop my addiction? So I really wanted to just - give up right then and there. I remember being in the washroom ready to masturbate - but I didn't. I remember looking in the mirror and simply saying "They were all lying", "All of them - *********** LIERS", "They all lied!", "Everyone in the world!". I couldn't believe everyone wrote about some **** phenomenon and put up lies on the internet to waste my time - HOWEVER, something inside of me said to keep going. My doubt had gone very low and faith was pretty high. I could guage this because whenever I "Willed" the object to move - I would get a reading of my faith/doubt levels.
About the next day I was practicing (Oh, I forgot to add, my arms were off the table, vents closed, window closed) I noticed the pen flinch. It scared me to say the least. I had been staring at the pen for quiet a while and the light reflecting off of it probably made me hallucinate I said. The next day, the same damn thing happened! I was still just as scared! But this time a little smirk crossed my face - "Could this be real?". Finally, the next day was different from all the other days. I was visualizing the object moving across the table with SUCH ease (I mean, there was no doubt in my mind that what I was imagining was possible, and that I could do it, it was effortless, my heart didn't race or I got anxious. It was the feeling you get when you are re-learning something after you've already mastered it or doing a course for the second time) - and..well...it was boring and well...I simply said enough with the visualizing - time to see it work - so I put my arm out at it like I was Darth Vader (KNOWING, that this was just to increace my faith and didn't do anything in reality) and willed it to come towards me. What followed was an indescribable feeling of - in my own words - my faith just shooting through the ceiling. The pen - started twitching towards me. I was shocked. I got eye to eye to it and there it was twitching still at me. I couldn't believe it - I must be dreaming or hallucinating. I instantly picked up the pen and looked at it. I put it aside and thought "BIGGER", I took a coke can on it's side and willed it to levitate up. IT DIDN'T, but instead it was swaying to the left and then the right of the table. This was enough for me. I was so happy and excited. I remember just sitting in my chair, looking at all the objects on my desk - and - everything was within reach. I felt like a - octopus. It was such a change in - looking at things. I could probably describe it like an art student looking at an image and seeing all the shapes, the muscles in the human body and the shading versus someone that just sees colors on a piece of paper. Anyways, my goal to figure out if telekinesis was real or not was solved. (I proceeded to masturbate).
The next morning, I tried to do the same thing - but I couldn't. Something in my head was shouting at me saying "ITS FAKE! YOU CANT DO THIS! IT WAS ALL IN YOUR HEAD!" I haven't been able to do jack **** since then (it's been five years). I thought that - what I visualized/my imagination had no right to dictate my view of reality. I've gone in philisophical loops trying to solve my dilemna but nothing helped - to this day I still try to come up with tips to help me not let what I see dictate what I believe to be real.
That is my story. As I was proof-reading it (I'm sure there are still many errors) I realized that it sounds like a made up story - but it really is just - my honest to God experience from when I was in grade 10 (I'm now in college). What I want to tell you is this. One of the most prevelent thoughts that went through my head during that time was this: "How could other people on the internet, tell others that this thing called Telekeinesis is fake, when they have never tried it!" It astonished me! If only people - tried it themselves, they would see the truth. Yes, sure you try it and nothing happens - it very well may happen! But, I took a leap of faith and tried this out - and got results. I strongly encourage everyone to try this whole "psi" or "telekinesis" thing out. I'd recommend the "psi ball" stuff first. That seems easier as many in the forums I frequented got that going but not too many got the telekinesis thing going. Anyways. I just want to tell others my story. I don't have any mental illnesses or anything, neither does my family or grandparents (for you who may think I have an unknown congenital disease). Again, try this out guys. At the very worst, it's a waste of time. What it might do is open your eyes to an unknown world and show you how many people speak out against this - as you are seeing it right before you're very eyes (NOTE: One time I unwillingly saw a psi ball I created during a Sunday morning in my basement, it was blue, translucent and had these lines that were moving VERY fast circuling around and around. I got scared and it disappeared.)
I wish I could write more to convince you guys, but, these words are the best I can do. Be sure, that if I ever get these powers again - I WILL post a video up under any circumstances you guys wish. I honestly doubt, I'll be able to do it again - but that's why I'm practicing again - to relieve the very doubt I feel now.
Here is one of my favorite videos in this realm of discussion:
watch?v=qw_O9Qiwqew
