On a possibly lighter note, I have a friend from school days. She lives in B'ham. We lost contact for 25 years. I confessed to her about this experience and she did not reply to me for a while. I received a message for her "Mandy Mosquito come and try us" and explained to her that they wished to heal her. Of course she thought I'd lost it but she hears her name clear enough. She knows me from old, I'm not easily fooled. Mandy suffers severe peanut allergy and suffers terrible hip/back problems. Mandy is just 5"2 and weighs 16st. She had nothing to lose. 4 weeks later Mandy called me. She had been trying to get hold of me for weeks (I've been away) She said her weight was dropping off her and she was very worried. I asked the usual questions, hair loss/appetite. Her hair was fine and her appetite was good but strange. She'd tried peanuts and her throat did not swell. I couldn't understand why had she even thought of trying peanuts , but she did. She has lost over 4 stone in as many weeks. She's 11st 13 for now. Her bloods are being tested for anything suspicious and my fingers are crossed for her.
I realize now that all this is, is a gift. There are millions who are gifted in similar ways. I have to avoid the evil one, and work out how to use this gift. I'm cluelessas to what shamanism is about but I will certainly be learning.