jmercer said:
Well, Brian... I'm a skeptic, and I consider myself an active Christian, too. It's an apparent contradiction - but one I've managed to at least compartmentalize, if not outright reconcile for myself. 
You have been treated politely here, which is something I'm pleased to note. There are lots of reasons for that, but I think mostly because you came in here openly and honestly stating your beliefs. I respect you for that. (And others who do likewise, such as Beth Clarkson.)
I have no problem with sincere individuals who want to share their beliefs, as long as they're not offensive about it and don't attempt to "sneak in under the radar."
I would like to ask you a question, though, if I may.
You've bravely (and nervously!) entered a notorious skeptics forum, providing information and stating your beliefs - beliefs which you know will absolutely not be accepted at face value, and that you have very little hope of convincing anyone about. (And in fact, you entered a forum that specifically could have resulted in some really painful flaming. It's pretty clear you understood that from the start, given title of your post.)
Why did you do this?
I don't know...its a long story I guess...
About the aura thing. I accept that I might be full of baloney, and might be looking into something that isn't there. However, I thought I might be able to prove it, and if I could prove the paranormal, it would be more likely that you would belive in God.
To tell you a little about myself, I searched for years for evidence of the paranormal. I think I moved some paper with my mind, but its probably speculation. I had some pretty wierd experiences with feeling energy, but I was never too sure of them. I thought I heard voices a few times, but I didn't really know. And auras were one of the few things that actuallly held some merit(along with lucid dreams, which is apparently accepted).
My search didn't end there though. I started looking for God, praying that I could find him. Prayed my little heart out. When I was 15(i'm actually only 16 just so you know) I wrote an English Composition II paper on evolution vs. creationism (yeah, started college when I was 14). I foudn a lot of evidence supporting the scientific basis of both actually. But none of this made me truly believe.
This is where the whole masturbation thing came into place. From age 12 or so to age 15, this was something that deeply troubled me. I know most people think its ok, but it just seemed so wrong to me. Not even on a christian basis. So I prayed about it. And that's when all that wierd stuff happened.
Nowadays, I don't really care about the paranormal to be blunt. The only time I use it is as a crutch to the existence of God. And I'm not saying "accept all christian doctrine" because that's ignorant. I'm talking about the existence, of a loving, omnipotent God that gave us life and free will and who we are supposed to believe and have faith in. I don't know every little doctrinal aspect and the truths of this world.
So yeah...it all came down to wanting to tell people about my faith in God. Don't get me wrong, I'm not some wierd Mormon missionary that wants people to find God because it gives me a better chance of the afterlife. I just want people to think about it, to look for Him, to pray to find Him, and I think you will find Him.
The aura information I was providing you with is about 3 years old, back when I liked that stuff. Go figure, a little kid looking for paranormal! It's the classic story. Nowadays, I don't really care about it(other than the reasons I specified), but I do believe there is a lot out there that we can't readily explain. And I still believe that science will never explain it all.
I understand the skepticism of everyone here, and I can only ask that you live your lives vigilantly in the hopes of finding that which is true. And don't be so quick to dismiss emotions, intuiton, and things like that. Reason isn't everything!
Well...if you want more experiences, I can try to pull some more out of my bag sometime. But I think you catch my drift, granted you don't fall asleep in the midst of these obnoxiously long posts.
Wait, I do want to say one more thing. I know a lot of christians say that God can only be found through faith and not works, right? I'm sure you're familiar with this if you have read Galatians. However, I think that being a good person and fighting for what is good is very important, and can bring us to religion and bring us to our faith. That is an opinion though. "God" and "Good" are one in the same really...maybe
Well, that is all for right now...but I'm sure there will be more to reply to! I hope you all find what you are looking for in life.
Brian