Hi Stanley;
Well, I must agree with you, that you have a rock. Yup, no doubt about it!
So, where is the mystery ? That's where I come in, as an activator to your own consciousness. I'd like to refer you to my illuminating article "Why Crystal Healing Works" (
http://www.crystaltiger.com/sa02006.html) from my home web site (
www.crystaltiger.com.). I think you will find some of your answers there. You will be so amazed that one moment you feel nothing, the next you feel "something" and the only change has been within yourself. You see, no one in school teaches you how to feel esoteric energy. We can feel things physically and emotionally and maybe we have a "gut feel" for something. That's about it for about 99.5% of the population. No fooling. Then there are some who either have the gift to feel more subtle energies or who are self-taught and then some come to me because I can activate both the crystal and the person. However, you can do this yourself. I assume that you have a clear quartz crystal, similar to the one pictured below.
Hold the crystal in your right hand with the tip pointed downwards as you rotate it s-l-o-w-l-y across the palm of your other hand. The crystal should be about 1-2 inches above the surface of the skin. Be patient and relaxed without expecting any outcome. You are actually creating a pathway to consciousness when you do this simple execrise, so give yourself time to make a shift. Its not something you can control. If you feel something like a pencil line of warmth or a buzz, you are actually feeling the energy that is already in the crystal interacting with your own bio-enegy. This means your own electro-magnetic energy is being activated as well as your consciousness to percieve subtle energy. . You can speed up healing of a cut by running the tip of the crystal over the injured area. I've had children tell me stories about how they made cuts and bruises disappear, one said within within 10 minutes a bruise disappeared ! Well that's a physical affect. There are also more emotional and psychological effects by wearing the crystals, usually around the neck or at the heart chakra. You can read Three Steps to Crystal Healing at
http://www.crystaltiger.com/sa02060_Three_Steps.html and
How to Clean, Cleanse, Charge, Activate and Program Your Crystal at
http://www.crystaltiger.com/sa02005.html.
Here is some more information (by another author):
http://www.rainbowcrystal.com/crystal/crystalpamphlet.html (Now That I Have My Crystals, What Do I Do With Them?)
http://www.rainbowcrystal.com/crystal/program.html
So, write back and let me know how it goes !
Good luck,
Karen Ryan
Crystal Energy Psychotherapist
www.crystaltiger.com