Boy, I thought you at least understood what skepticism was all about even though you have a god belief you can't let go of. This post reveals that thought was wrong.
A skeptic is not a cynic or always disbelieving of any and everything. A skeptic in the sense we see ourselves is a critical thinker. That means if the evidence supports a paradigm shift, we'll be first on the block.
But we don't just buy into magical thinking because it is enticing.
It is a common psychological defense mechanism to think people who don't believe as you do have flawed thinking. But it also means one or the other who thinks the other's thought process is wrong is correct. I'm sorry, but I think your thought process here is flawed. It's not because I am closed minded. It is because you cannot support your god belief with any evidence and more importantly, all the evidence supports the conclusion god believers only believe in mythical gods. There are no real gods.
But I did not come to this conclusion from lack of wonder or lack of openmindedness. And that is where you are wrong.