Ron_Tomkins
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Ok, here's the thing:
I faint whenever I start imagining bone fractures.
The issue is that I'm getting the feeling that sometimes I don't even have to imagine the actual bone breaking. Sometimes, just the suggestion makes my preassure drop and my stomach turn and I start feeling really dizzy and sick.
I'll try to give some background:
I remember the first time I experienced this. I was in fourth grade. There were these students giving a short lecture on bone fractures. As they began to explain the different kinds of fractures and as they began going into details of how the bone breaks and goes throught the skin and blablabla, my temperature began to raise, I began to sweat and next thing I know, I'm lying with my head on the table breathing heavily, about to completely black out. I didn't but that was a close one.
There was also a time I went to this chyropractor (or whatever the spelling is) because of a problem of tendonitis I the guy grabbed me and made my bones crunch. I nervously thanked him, payed the check, took the elevator down, sat on the sidewalk and all of a sudden began to feel how I was fainting. I felt a tinkling all over my skin and I literally began to loose my vision. I had to really take the time to calm down and recover myself.
But tonight it was the limit. This is when it got to that point where I think I need help. I was at a restaurant reading Bram Stoker's Dracula. I was reading the scene where Rennfeld falls and breaks his skull. I didn't even go too much into details imagining the fracture and I kept reading. But next thing I knew, I had to stop reading (even thought I wasn't reading a description of the injuries) because I was fainting.
I guess my question is: What exactly causes this? Why bone fractures? I know some people suffer from the same thing when they see blood. What exactly causes this? Is it genetic? Is it psychologic? And how can it be fought? I don't wanna spend the rest of my life with this thing. It's really uncomfortable and it can make life hard on some ocassions.
I faint whenever I start imagining bone fractures.
The issue is that I'm getting the feeling that sometimes I don't even have to imagine the actual bone breaking. Sometimes, just the suggestion makes my preassure drop and my stomach turn and I start feeling really dizzy and sick.
I'll try to give some background:
I remember the first time I experienced this. I was in fourth grade. There were these students giving a short lecture on bone fractures. As they began to explain the different kinds of fractures and as they began going into details of how the bone breaks and goes throught the skin and blablabla, my temperature began to raise, I began to sweat and next thing I know, I'm lying with my head on the table breathing heavily, about to completely black out. I didn't but that was a close one.
There was also a time I went to this chyropractor (or whatever the spelling is) because of a problem of tendonitis I the guy grabbed me and made my bones crunch. I nervously thanked him, payed the check, took the elevator down, sat on the sidewalk and all of a sudden began to feel how I was fainting. I felt a tinkling all over my skin and I literally began to loose my vision. I had to really take the time to calm down and recover myself.
But tonight it was the limit. This is when it got to that point where I think I need help. I was at a restaurant reading Bram Stoker's Dracula. I was reading the scene where Rennfeld falls and breaks his skull. I didn't even go too much into details imagining the fracture and I kept reading. But next thing I knew, I had to stop reading (even thought I wasn't reading a description of the injuries) because I was fainting.
I guess my question is: What exactly causes this? Why bone fractures? I know some people suffer from the same thing when they see blood. What exactly causes this? Is it genetic? Is it psychologic? And how can it be fought? I don't wanna spend the rest of my life with this thing. It's really uncomfortable and it can make life hard on some ocassions.