Maurice, Tracy replied to you and thanked you for your concern of her mental state . The post she wrote out would not post . She is on the phone to me now, dictating these words .. Maurice, my life has been very intresting but riddled with disability for 13 years . My parents passed over 8 years ago . I recovered my grief 4 years ago, and continued with my work . My disabilities where quite severe up until contact with my father, I now have my full health back and I have a fantastic out look on life .Had this been a usual negative haunting , my life would be over . This haunting has improved my life and keeps me protected . I can not give up on such positivity . My only frustration is not being able to place this experience into safe hands .
Robin is a real friend and has not been afraid to step forward and help me . This situation is very real , and without the few close friends ,a few family members and my GP I would have no one to compere notes with .
Thanks scrappy. I will not converse with Tracey through you.
Can you not see that one is usually not in a position to assess their own emotional well being?
Tracey: The spirits are not protecting you. There are no demons. I would love to know what "comparing notes" means. You have stated that you compare notes with David Icke, of all people. Your outlook on life is not at all fantastic (well, not in the way you meant it here). You live in a world full of imagined entities, some evil and dangerous, some benevolent and protective. None of it is real.
Given the sheer number of beliefs you have in non-existent paranormal phenomena, and your relationship with folks like Icke, Roberts and Bulger, it is clear that you need to step back and have several chats with a qualified, competent counselor. This is no slight on you. It is just a fact.
You must give up your dream of introducing the spirits to the world. For one, they don't exist outside your mind, and for two, they are averse to proving their existence.
If you were to go for Randi's prize, you would need an actual letter from a an actual mental health professional.
You're rather bright, so I'm sure you'll understand that the skeptics' prizes are set up to demonstrate that all folks who have paranormal claims are mistaken or lying. The prizes are not there so we can humiliate ordinary people with emotional trouble, or those diagnosed with schizophrenia, for example.
This would only give ammunition to the likes of John Edward who could then say "anyone can prove that a schizophrenic's fantasies are not real. That proves nothing. I'm for real".
After all you've gone through, how much harm can it do to calmly walk to a mental health professional, clearly explain your history and see what they can do? Has it even occurred to you that this could actually fix your troubles with spirits, good and bad?
Bonus facts:
David Icke is a liar.
Mr. Roberts is making your situation worse.
The DaVinci code is a work of fiction (a lot of which is not even original).
The church won't help you because they can't.
Scrappy won't help you because he can't.
Bulger won't help you because he can't.
Modern healthcare professionals have a great deal of experience with the type of ordeal you're going through, and they can and will help.
Help is a good thing.
That is all.