I never understood carrying a fire arm. I've given some thought about it. When I first started to hear about carry laws I thought it was paranoia. But then I thought for most it was simply being prudent, kind of like putting on my seat belt when I get into a car. It's not something I would do but I don't think it's necessarily irrational.
I don't know if you carry openly (if you stated so and I missed it then I'm sorry) and this isn't meant as a slight. I've no idea what your reasons and motivations are. From my perspective, I would feel like I was projecting to everyone else either my insecurities or my desire to intimidate. A gun isn't a seat belt. Given that there are 300 thousand thousand people in America and that less than 10 thousand a year, on average, that are killed in America by a hand gun, I don't get it.
Again, not a sleight, not calling for changes in the law. And I love guns, I really do. It's just that open carry seems to me more as a fetish and not prudence. I just don't understand.
I grew up in a nice area, but when my parents divorced I moved into the ghetto with my mom at age 12. I could relate tons of stories of people being stabbed, or friends getting a beat down, or even a time when I was jumped by 5 guys, or the time a crack dealer took an AK-47 down to a crack house becuase the people who lived there stole a bunch of crack from him, he killed 9 people less than a block from where I lived, however none of that really drove me to carry a pistol. But I never did crack or hard drugs, I could always rationalize my decision to not carry.
In fact I never carried a firearm before my best friend, and high-school sweetheart was murdered. I was going to recount what happened but honestly even now it is really hard.
Statistics like any other abstract idea tend to fail at creating an impetus. However when something happens to you, or people you care about, it becomes a whole other matter.
Couple this together with an uptick in the quantity of mass shootings, and living in relatively high crime areas and you start to get a sense of need that motivates action.
When I first started to carry I also decided I needed to be competent, so I signed up for classes. What I learned was that I was terrible, terrible at drawing, terrible at shooting, terrible at holding the gun correctly, and needed lots of help. I signed up for USPSA competitions to help bolster my skill and confidence. I learned to love the sport. This also helped me get up off the couch and stay active. I have ruptured several discs in my back and staying active helps a lot.
This was all while I lived in Florida, and in Florida you cannot open carry except in extremely specific circumstances so really it wasn't even on my radar.
I moved to North Carolina to train technicians for my company and spent a couple years there while completing that task. While there I learned of the open carry laws, and discovered I really like carrying openly. Really for me it is a comfort issue. Concealing a weapon is literally a pain in the but, in fact for me it is a pain in the sciatica.
In competition I learned that I can reduce my draw time from 2-3 seconds to below 1 second with a good holster openly carried. With retention It takes some added training, but is still much faster.
So for me it is practical.
I can also honestly tell you that if I saw someone killing a bunch of people I would move to engage. I would not hesitate. For me carrying has become an obligation. Not only for my own safety, but for the safety of my loved ones and the innocent people who find themselves without the ability to defend themselves. I WILL NOT allow someone I love, or some innocent to be killed for a lack of preparation or concern or willingness to get involved.
I know this may sound like a desire to be the hero, but its not. It is a desire to stop violence. Deep down I share the principles of my best friend, she was a pacifist, and would have never hurt anyone out of anger or spite.
It is a personal philosophy, it is part of a non-aggression principle. Without the capability to stop violence you cannot represent the ideal you hope to achieve.
Gun free zones are what create situations such as V-tech. It is what allows things to happen like occurred at Fort Hood. The likes of Jeanne Assam are who I represent.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6gIHDHZf1TA
This is a good vid that represents my feelings on why carrying a firearm in society is the right thing to do.
Statistics may inform you and allow you to conclude that the need is limited or even not needed at all, but ask the people at Lubey's that are alive now becuase of a gun. Ask every person who has ever found themselves in a deadly situation where the shooter killing people was taken down by an armed sheepdog.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEbXuwDiUSo&feature=relmfu
. . and this is how I feel about gun free zones.
http://1withabullet.wordpress.com/2...permit-holder-helped-subdue-giffords-shooter/ We need more people willing to get involved, and that have the capability when its needed. This guy showed restraint, and understood tactically that shooting was not the best option. He is a hero, no less than the others that helped wrestle the gunman to the ground, just better prepared.
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