I've just finished reading the entire thread.
Rationally, I've learned this:
I learned some truthers who believe thermite brought down the buildings, contradict themselves with talking about explosions. This is a contradiction the truther I was debating earlier made but I didn't catch it.
I also learned of this logistic improbability:
http://www.internationalskeptics.com/forums/showpost.php?p=6611731&postcount=560
I've learned that thermite wouldn't burn long enough to find such high temperatures days or weeks afterward.
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I mentioned feeling like I was in denial earlier, I still feel that way. It's hard to explain. I also feel that some of you debunkers may be in denial as well. I'm not saying that claiming I know or in a judging manner, it's just a thought that crops up. I have an overwhelming feeling of "What if the thermite guys are right?" Which is the same feeling I get with god some time, although I'm a bit more certain I don't believe in god.
Sorry if I sound like a fool.
It's nothing specific, it's just physics and number and chemicals. I don't know much about any of it.