Blackwell
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That's pretty much it.
Did you want to share those thoughts? What's the point of this?
That's pretty much it.
You might want to arrange an appointment with a psychiatrist if you are alone and hearing voices.That's pretty much it.
I really don't think people have the imagination to make that up
DO NOT TRY THIS
i never intended to be a mind reader or anything it sort of fell on me like a brick house.
I was in love and she wasn't
After the relationship ended i still had deep feelings for her
I tried moving to forget her, dating other girls, and finally the one thing she told me never to do cocaine
it didn't help me forget her though
gave me insane ideas like walking cross country
gave me one insane idea i tried and i stress do not do this
gave me the idea to plant a seed in my lung and being a pot head i chose that
now cocaine started having a hallucinagenic effect on me and i don't know if the seed actually grew but psychologically i felt it grow in my lung a bit then dart towards my heart it burrowed psychologicically i think into my heart and i felt a big snap of energy release itself and everything stopped for a while
then i felt the energy again this time with purpose it moved up my spine and it felt like it split in two one going back to my heart and one going to my brain. When it reached my brain i felt enlightened. Everything was clear and wide open. difficult to really describe but it was wonderful and it lasted only a minute
I kept doing coke until it started
i heard her name spinning over and over in my head non stop and rode my motorcycle like that glad i didn't crash. i didn't hear anything else but i was delusional at this point to thinking my dad was god
i thought over and over in my mind i'm going to kill you
one night i thought the fish tank was communicating people's thoughts so i tried to make my first i guess second connection and i thought to the fishtank as if it were G W bush. I don't know how because none of this was out loud but my parents had me committed on homicidal thoughts and said they heard me say about the killing and the fishtank that was the first and possibly the only time someone heard my thoughts
but i could imagine they heard my thoughts and i could glimpse theirs getting better and better with time after i balanced out well there it is then don't try it you'll end up insane. My intelligence wouldn't let me be insane though
I've searched a bit and came up with nothing. There is no english word for the actual act of communication telepathically. Telepathizing?? I searched fiction and only found refers to said telepathically or simply talking. Does anyone know the word I'm looking for?
mindspeech is a dumb word, it's like an oubliette hearing people's thoughts and not being able to reply, yes I want to take the challenge my schedule is just a bit too full and I don't consider my abilities very reliable i need to devise more tests. thanks for mrging my threads sorry if you think i'm insane i do regularly see a psychiatrist and take a regiment of anti psychotics and mood balancers