VisionFromFeeling
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How I knew I was right when I was right
Now watch what I say after each trial. Some of what I say was recorded before they turned the voice recording off. I said plenty more in between the trials during the breaks, when the microphones were off. I truly knew when I was right, and when I was wrong.
Listen very carefully to what I say after trial 2. Anita Ikonen Paranormal Challenge - Part 1, start listening from about time 01:38:00 into the movie (or 00:47:10 remaining of the movie).
I shared my comments as soon as the subjects had left, understanding that I should not speak while the subjects could hear.
Me to James Underdown:
"This one went very well. Can I tell you? Or no?"
James to me:
"You said this one went better?"
Me to James:
"I put an x when I see it, and a question mark when I don't see it, so this one was quite obvious [left kidney in subject 24 missing], but this one I never saw, either [one of the kidneys in subject 22], but this one was more apparent [left kidney in 24 more apparent as being missing], and I feel really good about it. Well, at least all of these were very clear to me, so if it is one of those, it is clearly just nonsense." [ie. if the missing kidney is one of the ones that I really thought I saw, the claim is clearly just nonsense]
"So, that's nice." [because the claim would clearly and without question in my mind be falsified]
Me to Karen:
"This one went better, and it was between two only, and I was very sure it's one of the two. So if it isn't one of the two, it is obvious, that this isn't anything, and, I can't do it."
"I feel good about this..."
Sound cut off.
When sound returns again, and after chatting with the internet people, me to James:
"I'm excited about the second one, because..."
Me to Karen:
"As long as I'm sure, like, if, if I'm sure, that, I saw a kidney, and, it wasn't there, then that would be good, because that would prove for me, that it isn't true, what I'm seeing, but if I wasn't sure about what I am seeing, then I would be left thinking, well, you know, was it or wasn't it. But in this trial, I was very sure, of all those kidneys, except two, so if it, so if I made a mistake, then that's a good thing, then it's really obvious, and reliable, so, this round went very well."
"I'm not trying to pass, I just want a result I can really, that convinces me."
"I'll be darned if it's the other one. 'Cause there were two. And I couldn't see either of them. So if it's the other one..."
To John Suarez:
"The second one, I like, because all but two kidneys... yeah, I'm talking about the second... I like it... I like it because, I was sure about seeing all but two. So, if it, if the target was one that I think I saw, then it's, the claim is definitely over, and that's nice."
Sound is cut off. So what I am saying here, is that I was so sure of seeing all but two kidneys in trial 2, the left kidney in number 24, and one of the kidneys in number 22. That if it would turn out that the missing kidney was one of the kidneys that I thought I saw, I would be thoroughly convinced that my claim was falsified.
How I felt about the trials does not affect the official results. But I am here trying to learn about the claim. How is it that when I truly have a perception that I believe in, it is correct? And when I know I am wrong, it is wrong. I will still continue and have another test, and see what that teaches me.
Now watch what I say after each trial. Some of what I say was recorded before they turned the voice recording off. I said plenty more in between the trials during the breaks, when the microphones were off. I truly knew when I was right, and when I was wrong.
Listen very carefully to what I say after trial 2. Anita Ikonen Paranormal Challenge - Part 1, start listening from about time 01:38:00 into the movie (or 00:47:10 remaining of the movie).
I shared my comments as soon as the subjects had left, understanding that I should not speak while the subjects could hear.
Me to James Underdown:
"This one went very well. Can I tell you? Or no?"
James to me:
"You said this one went better?"
Me to James:
"I put an x when I see it, and a question mark when I don't see it, so this one was quite obvious [left kidney in subject 24 missing], but this one I never saw, either [one of the kidneys in subject 22], but this one was more apparent [left kidney in 24 more apparent as being missing], and I feel really good about it. Well, at least all of these were very clear to me, so if it is one of those, it is clearly just nonsense." [ie. if the missing kidney is one of the ones that I really thought I saw, the claim is clearly just nonsense]
"So, that's nice." [because the claim would clearly and without question in my mind be falsified]
Me to Karen:
"This one went better, and it was between two only, and I was very sure it's one of the two. So if it isn't one of the two, it is obvious, that this isn't anything, and, I can't do it."
"I feel good about this..."
Sound cut off.
When sound returns again, and after chatting with the internet people, me to James:
"I'm excited about the second one, because..."
Me to Karen:
"As long as I'm sure, like, if, if I'm sure, that, I saw a kidney, and, it wasn't there, then that would be good, because that would prove for me, that it isn't true, what I'm seeing, but if I wasn't sure about what I am seeing, then I would be left thinking, well, you know, was it or wasn't it. But in this trial, I was very sure, of all those kidneys, except two, so if it, so if I made a mistake, then that's a good thing, then it's really obvious, and reliable, so, this round went very well."
"I'm not trying to pass, I just want a result I can really, that convinces me."
"I'll be darned if it's the other one. 'Cause there were two. And I couldn't see either of them. So if it's the other one..."
To John Suarez:
"The second one, I like, because all but two kidneys... yeah, I'm talking about the second... I like it... I like it because, I was sure about seeing all but two. So, if it, if the target was one that I think I saw, then it's, the claim is definitely over, and that's nice."
Sound is cut off. So what I am saying here, is that I was so sure of seeing all but two kidneys in trial 2, the left kidney in number 24, and one of the kidneys in number 22. That if it would turn out that the missing kidney was one of the kidneys that I thought I saw, I would be thoroughly convinced that my claim was falsified.
How I felt about the trials does not affect the official results. But I am here trying to learn about the claim. How is it that when I truly have a perception that I believe in, it is correct? And when I know I am wrong, it is wrong. I will still continue and have another test, and see what that teaches me.
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