Fixed it for you.
But this is a part of the lie, tsig. And it's how they hook you. The run a long loop out and use your own ego against you.
I know this. I was once like Kathy. Trust me, I have far too much experience with this crowd. And if I'm losing it on occasion with her, you now know why.
Those who have been abused make the best converts for this kind of psychotic mob. You already have a low enough image of yourself that it can be turned against you. "They think I'm worth loving!" you say to yourself. "They think I can be a good person!" They take that and twist it against you, only to subject you to the same sort of mental rape that got you into that kind of thinking in the first place. It's an evil, twisted, hateful game they play, and it's not about saving anyone. It's about power, it's about money, and it's about submission to people who have no right to lead.
It takes time to thread your way through this, to learn what this is truly about. You sometimes have to go through it before you figure it out. But once you have, you then have to figure out how to fight the rage that comes with it, because, dammit, I DID NOT WANT TO BE LIED TO AGAIN!
And they KNOW it's a lie. They know damned good and well it's a lie. Every time someone like Peter Popoff or Benny Hinn, or Pat Robertson, or even Jerry Falwell, any time they cue the cameraman, they know that what they are saying is an outright LIE. What they want is the money, the power, the fame. And they are deceiving you so they can have it. They are no different than Bernie Madoff; they just have the veneer of respectability that we have given them, because they are "Doing God's work."
Bullsh**.