No, no more than I believe the host of golden daffodils described by Wordsworth existed as Wordsworth described them, or that the Christian God exist as Christians describe God.
cj, I enjoy your posts, and I hope you don't take any of the arguments as a personal attack.....
If you don't believe in the god that Christians describe, does that not make you an atheist of some flavor and limited scope? Haven't you just created your own personal version of god who doesn't have the flaws you've observed in old Yahweh?
This is something that I've always felt was the most irrational part of religion. As technology has progressed and our knowledge of how the universe works has progressed, religious people have redefined their gods to fit into humanity's new understanding. That's only rational IF you are operating under the preconceived notion that god(s) exist.
The bible says that the Earth is surrounded by a "firmament" which god made, upon which the stars, the moon and the sun are fixed, and which separates the celestial waters from the terrestrial waters. God called this firmament "Heaven".
We know better now. Christians couldn't believe that or preach it now in literal form without being ridiculed, so they decided god didn't really do it that way. Did god change to accommodate our new understanding? Did the bible change? No, only the claims made by believers changed. Whether they admit it or not, their belief was wrong, so they changed it to something different, something that they just made up, and most importantly, something that can't be disproven by telescopic observation or space travel.
This continual downward revision of god, accompanied by rationalization and unspoken acknowledgment that Christians' beliefs (and their bible, the only source of information about god) were wrong and that god isn't as powerful as they had previously believed lead to only one rational conclusion: We don't know much about god because we can't trust what's in the bible.
If we don't know much about god and can't trust what's in the bible, why bother? Sure we can clutch the straw of Deism with its vague and uninvolved god, but if god is like that, why bother?
Paine's essay on The Age of Reason was essentially the driving force in making me move from having a vague belief in an uninvolved god who was goodness and order, to atheism. The essay made me clearly see the irrationality in the bible and belief in the Christian god. Ironic, since one could argue that I was a deist of some sort, and upon reading Paine's arguments in favor of deism over Christianity, I became an atheist.