fail to dismiss the possibility of extrasensory ability,
In other words you won't dismiss the possibility of something that has never been proven to exist despite countless attempts over thousands of years.
How can you call yourself a scientist? Seriously, Anita, you could just as easily say, "nothing has caused me to dismiss the possibility that a purple marmot living in the New York sewer systems implanted an undetectable mind-control device in my head and is sending messages to my subconscious." I'm not being flip. If you are a scientist, then you must attempt to explain your experiences by looking at known processes rather than expound upon the unproven and unknown first.
I challenge you right now to stop wasting time on nonsense discussions. Start a new thread. In it state as succinctly as possible what it is you claim you can do. Feel free to stick to one claim to keep it simple.
Do NOT explain how you think it works.
List out all of the possible ways through ordinary means that could explain what you are experiencing without mentioning anything that is not already scientifically established.
Explain ways you could eliminate these ordinary means as possibilities.
Doing so will move you much, much closer to understanding what it's all about. And by following this process you earn a lot of respect. That's important, because right now you're losing respect at a staggering rate.
I have always stated that I am not good with pictures and I found out that I am not good with pictures so I have exactly as much powers as I thought I had!